Sleeping Beauty (original story)

Chapter Two

Live Free,Die Well

I remember hearing from a motivational speaker visiting the hospital wing once when one of my first episodes happened and he was spewing endless positive anecdotes about how life can be great and how important it was to be a fighter in it to live it. He did leave an impression on me because that day i honestly thought it was over for me but his energy made me crack a smile on my face, then my dad told my mom he was leaving that day and i remember knowing it was my fault but my mom the ever loving strong women that she is told me that their marriage was on the rocks for a while so to speak. Even though i knew it was my fault and part of me will always blame myself for being like this.

Off topic though i'd asked the doctors where my knight was and they said he left, well good i thought because loving me ends in pain and tears besides he'll find someone better to save. Then i saw him knocking on the door with another teddy bear and i was shocked at how many he bought. "One for everyday im here, waiting for you"

"Listen Sterling, you should leave and fast because having a relationship with me is like waiting for raining food, it only happens in movies" He laughed like a kid which made me a little embarrassed but i blame that on the hospital playing 'Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs' on a continuous loop, but then again i never had any social grace so i'm generally awkward but he did not seem to care this stranger who attends school with me but i still wondered what he thought he'd get from a relationship watching me sleep myself to death i certainly know my family has suffered greatly and all my "friends" abandoned me as well so really there is nothing to be gained with having any sort of fondness or feelings towards a person like me.

I took a closer look at the blue-eyed,blond haired prince charming in training and saw that he is taller when he stands up and quite built also his pearly- white-wide-smile was filled with this over whelming warm feeling "I want to be with, to hold you,protect you, love you, and stand by you!" although i believed his convictions i didn't want to hurt him i never do but eventually i do and people can't accept me this way so they leave so being a loner may be the cowards way out but the harder road is more painful and cruel so i'll let him down easy.