Sleeping Beauty (original story)

Chapter Three

Loner's Rose

"I don't feel the same, so stop imposing your feelings onto others!" He looked surprised by my sudden answer but if i lead him on or give him a hope then this stranger will only be hurt by the outcome. "I Understand" and with that statement he was gone for three days i was back to the way things were with me and my mom but honestly what was i expecting some kind of epic love story like sleeping beauty or titanic also he was a complete stranger so really he lost nothing by my rejection besides i am pretty sure an attractive guy like him won't have trouble finding a normal girlfriend.

As i looked out of the hospital window a sad thought was growing in my mind and it was that i've never been caught in the rain and like a bird in a gilded cage i might never be able to and so i took out the IV strip carefully then placed one foot and the other in my shoes beside my hospital bed and then slowly walked with the overwhelming dizzy feeling and pressure in my chest, all i want is to play in the rain cause most of my childhood i was underweight and even though i ate like a pig no one knew anything about my condition and now that they do i am a lab rat but all i want is to play in the rain and run around in it and then watch the miracle known as a rainbow start to form. With my nurse taking her lunch and my mom eating with her i had the perfect opportunity. I took it!

I ran as fast as my scrawny legs could go and finally i was at the doors to my first real experience of this world, I was so hesitant but if i die i'd die my way and not the doctors way by being some kind of test subject. I finally gathered my bravery and danced in the rainstorm and the feeling of fresh rain on the grass was amazing it felt like for the first time in forever i was dare i say it, ALIVE!!

I looked up at the clouds and saw the formation of the rainbow and the colors were beautiful it was a beautiful miracle of nature. But i started sneezing and knew my time out here would be short lived so i tried to get up slowly but under my own weight, my legs collapsed and i was now lying on the ground with fears swirling my head and i began screaming at myself and for help. "LET ME SAY GOODBYE TO MY MOM...PLEASE...GOD DAMNIT SOMEONE ANYONE HELP ME PLEASE" at the top of my lungs with as many breaths my now colding body allowed i pushed for it i had to live to see my beautiful mothers green eyes and her raven hair swooped over her left ear and my face , And her medium frame hug me with a scorching love. And as i slipped off the last words i hoped someone could hear and relay to my mother "i'm sorry and i love you so much, we'll meet again soon...in heaven...mommy"!