Love i never knew... (bwwm)

chapter 11

Wedding day has arrived, like I envisioned it was so beautiful our fifty guest sat beachside while Philip and I said our vows overlooking the beautiful sunset on the ocean. There was not a dry eye in sight, including me and Philip. Our first kiss as husband and wife was so magical, and so was out frist dance at that moment I felt like a princess, like all my dreams had came through.  Our families met and were getting along perfect.

Our honeymoon was no less,  a villa on the island of Bora Bora, the first time having sex with my husband was so beautiful, it didn't compare at all to our first time. That night I felt love and I made sure he knew it. The moon shined through our room illuminating our bodies. He wrapped his arms around me and I loved it as always.

"We are now officially married,  Mr. Ward."

"Yes Mrs. Ward, now is the baby making time."

I sigh and look at him, "we need to enjoy our marriage first before we talk about kids."

"I don't care, I have you officially now and can do what I want."

I rolled my eyes.

Our marriage didn't change anything, it made things better, I thought it would slow us down but it didn't, we talked all the time, do married stuff and we have sex all the time, a plus, since getting married that's one thing we didn't do, except once when we were dating. I noticed I have been light headed, and not keeping any food down. I think back asking my self if I was pregnant, maybe I was when your married you get carried away. So I called Philip's mom and we went to the doctor together,  its one way we can bond after all she is going through. I wasn't surprise to find out I was pregnant,  she was happy. I should be but how will lide be with a baby, I don't want anything to change, most of all I don't want Philip to change. How was I going to tell him and how would he react. His mom was on cloud nine, me not so much.  The drive home was quiet, I entered the apartment and found Philip in the kitchen shirtless, man he looks good. He looks at me but I ignored him and sat on the couch.

"Are you alright?" He asked intrigued.

"Yes and no."

"Talk to me." He insisted.

"I don't know, I just don't want thing to change between us, marriage is scary, what if you change or me?"

"We are married, your thinking about this now, what's really going on?"

I didn't respond.

"Whatever it is we can handle it together. "

"I am pregnant,  and I am scared, I don't want this to change anything and am scared that it might."

"What, your pregnant?" Excited.

"Yes I found out today with your mom."

"I don't want you to worry, this is a blessing this is what we both wanted, marriage and a family, I think this will only strengthen us and I want that a strong family unit." He said.

"I want that too baby."

He kissed me and lifts me off the chair.

"I miss my baby, let me show you how much. "

With that he took me to the bedroom.