Love i never knew... (bwwm)

chapter 19

I awoke to find myself in a dark room with one of my hand, handcuffed to a metal post. I was fully dressed, wearing night gown, only light visible was the one coming from a lamp next to me, I began looking around no sooner did I notice I was in a room but nothing too visible was in sight. Not soon after the door slum open, the lights went on and in walks Frank, with a tray of food. He looked at me and smiled,  then walked over to me.

"You're awake."

He walks over to me and immediately I tried to push away.

"Relax, I am here to give you some food, some soup, crackers and Orange juice, for energy. "

"Where am I?" I asked.

"No need to worry, you are safe now."

"Where is Philip,  I bet he is worried about me, please don't do this to me, we can start over forget all of this."

I said trying to talk him out of this.

But this only angered him he threw the plate on the floor and rushed over to me causing me to scream, he grabbed my mouth and gave me a maniac look.

"Look you little bitch, Philip isnt here, he doesn't know where you are and by the time he reaches you and I will be long gone."

Not after those last words left his mouth I began to cry, then he released my mouth.

"What do you want from me?"

"What my brother has, you"

He then grabbed my foot and used his hand to crawl up my legs, I was trying my hardest to get away but he was too strong. I watched as he took off his clothes and crawled on top of me, not soon after he took mine off too. I do know what's coming next and I hated it,  I can't help but think how could someone do this to anyone, a helpless woman for that matter, I thought he was one person I could always trust and I was wrong. After thirty minutes of torture,  he got up and looks at me.

"I can see why my brother is in love."

I began to cry again, thinking am I going to see my baby and my husband again.

Day after day for what feels like hours Frank would rape me, sometimes he just watched me, he would bring me food but I refused to eat it, I made a decision I would rather die than be helpless, even thought I was but I had no choice. My body grew weaker and I was finding it harder and harder to concentrate let alone think, does anyone know am missing or do they care,  where is Philip my prince who is supposed to save me.  Laying there I realised what I took for granted when I wasn't like this, I think about Philip and how bad I felt about what happened,  I mean he's to be blamed but so was I, I never communicated with him to see the problem.  If I died what would happen to him and Meredith,  will he marry Nicole, I hope not.  I was suddenly snapped out of my thought when I heard a female voice along with Frank entering the room, to my surprise it was Nicole. Well I wasn't surprised I knew she would do anything to get Philip, she smiles at me then walked over.

"How does it feel to see that people are replaceable, don't worry Philip is doing fine, he and Meredith."

Immediately I began to cry, what is going on was this a plan all along to get rid of me, what about those things she said in the office was that a lie, was that to calm me down,  bit why if she wanted Philip why not continue with the lie. She then smiles and left the room with Frank, I knew I had to get out of here. I closed my eyes and prayed for strenght to see my baby again.

By now I had figured out Franks schedule, he would come give me breakfast, rape me, then leave, lunch, rape again, and stay the night. I don't know where he goes at nights but I have been breakfast and lunch to escape. I asked for some new clothes, so he agreed to go and buy them for me, as soon as he left, I made sure his car was gone, by listening.  I then looked at my handcuffs and then at the lamp, I got up and began searching around the room for a fine metal object to help me loosen up the cuffs. To no available I didn't find anything,  then I search my hair and found an hair pin, I took it and began working at my cuffs, I was surprised when they snapped open. I rushed up out the room, the house was quite beautiful,  not like a scary one in thw movies. If you look carefully you couldn't tell that someone was held captive. I made a bee line for the front door only to see the car pull up, I quickly ran through the house into the kitchen and out the backdoor, I didn't waste a minute, but finding a someone to help would be crazy since, the place was surrounded by bushes in the middle of nowhere.  I began to run, trying to go as fast as my legs would go, I didn't know the way and so felt lost.  I made a run towards a tree, only to see Frank standing there, boy how did he know where I was,  he pulled out a taser and tased me.

"You running away from me, I know this place like the back of my hand,  I guess this is one place Philip never took you."

I was on the floor wiggling from the taser, I saw a rock and quickly picked it up, he bent over to help me up and like that I hit him in the face of causing him to fall. Then I got to my feet and began running, I was determined to go home. As I ran I heard my name being screamed out loudly, I ran until I saw a road and a car drving by, I rushed over and began siganalling for the car, but the driver was coming at such a fast speed he hit me. I remember rolling on top of the car and falling,  but the last thought throught my head were my babies Meredith and Jace, I guess I won't be making it home after all.