signed fate

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"...and that's why I'll surely never lend Namjoon Hyung my sunglasses ever again"

Eating chocolate ice cream.

Walking through a park nearby.

Having Jungkook accompany her.

Three things she never thought would happen, but here they were enjoying themselves and finding peace. Although the idol life both of them chose to live wasn't anywhere near peaceful.

Lisa softly laughed at what he said and watched as the sky's clouds gathered. Normally, cloudy weather left a bitter taste in Lisa's mouth, but this time seemed not even half as bad. Jungkook's company surely had a say in that, since he was much easier to be comfortable around, than she imagined. As long as he wasn't making obvious moves on her.

"I mean, I guess it's your fault", Lisa exclaimed smirking. "Lending your stuff to someone, who can't even take care of himself, is your own fault"

"Getting bold, are we?", Jungkook responded while raising one of his eyebrows playfully. "If this wasn't my favourite ice cream, I would've loved to ruin your make up with it"

Again, fits of laughter left her mouth, as she smacked his belly. That act seemed so new to her, although it felt like she knew Jungkook for a long time. The last time she was this playful around a boy, felt like ages ago. Only her best friend BamBam was able to make that side of her appear visible.

Feeling her belly slightly ache from laughing too much was so much better than drowning in self pity, something common in Lisa's life.

"Thanks"

"Huh?", Jungkook eyed her with a confused expression, probably asking himself what she was thankful for.

But Lisa knew better, being thankful for every little thing. Maybe she was naive to think that being thankful and an overall respectful human being, would do any good to her later on. All Lisa did, was following the wisdom her parents taught her throughout the past years.

"Just thanks for being you, it helps a lot", after rambling, whether she should give a long, proper thanking with an precise explanation, Lisa changed her mind. This sentence was short, but enough - perfectly fit to be something Lisa would say. There was no need to hold a speech, when just a few words were needed.

"There is no need to thank me for that, I just happen to be myself a lot more than usual, when I'm around you", with that said he smiled at Lisa like a silly little boy and continued to munch down his ice cream"

For some reason, seeing Jungkook all comfortable, like a non-celebrity, eating his favourite ice cream and smiling, made Lisa feel satisfied. Most of the time, both of them would be surrounded by pressuring circumstances and rules, but this right there felt much more natural. She would be lying, if she said that natural Jungkook wasn't her favourite Jungkook.

Favourite Jungkook? What the hell are you thinking about?

Why would she favour anything about him?

With a sudden stomach ache, she continued to munch down her ice cream as well. Contrary to Jungkook, she couldn't enjoy the sweet flavour of her ice cream.

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"A comeback, this year, can you believe it?", Chaeyoung chirped excitingly and jumped around the living room, while dancing with one of her plushies. "Blinks will be so happy!"

As Jisoo was ordering food and Lisa was busy being absent again, Jennie decided to drop the reality bomb.

"You know it's actually bittersweet knowing that this comeback would never happen, if blinks didn't love the last four tracks", Jennie spoke in a semi-dissatisfied undertone. Of course, having a comeback would be great, but as someone with quite a lot idol friends, Jennie couldn't help but feel depressed over the lack of content compared to her friends' regular content. Although Lisa was partly absent, she could definitely relate to Jennie's reaction. She didn't know any group, that took this long to come out with an album - not even a mini album. Even the date of Blackpink's upcoming comeback seemed fishy, since the comeback would be towards the end of june and as of the moment, it was still march. Why would it take so long to come up with a Single release?

"Guys, cheer up, this should be even more of a reason to make blinks proud", that sentence alone, brought a smile to Jennie and Lisa's face. It was true, giving it all would be the only option to repay their fandom for all the love.

"I ordered fried chicken and pizza, since this will probably be one of our last proper junk food feasts, before it's time to work out and take care of our bodies again", Jisoo said as she entered the living room again.

"Working out? Are you kidding me? All you do is breath and roll on your bed, eonnie", Lisa decided to participate in the conversation, because overthinking every single event really didn't do her any good.

"Yah, you better pay the whole buffet for that insensitive comment", Jisoo fought back, but Lisa knew she was just joking. Times like this called for a rather cheerful mood.

"It's not like I pay for our food all the time", Lisa added sarcastically, which made all four of them start laughing.

"Oh man, seems like one of these idiotic iKON boys ended up injured again"

And as fast as lightning, Lisa's mood reached rock bottom again. She didn't want to blame Jennie just, because she happened to mention that group name, but still - it angered her. Lisa really hated the feeling of her heart sinking, whenever someone indirectly or directly mentioned Hanbin. Even now, when no one said his name, she already knew it was him.

Why? Because regardless of whether they broke up or not, her heart was still connected to his - she was still able to be this close to him, yet this far. Whoever said, that one could never forget their first love, didn't explain themselves properly.

First love was not just unforgettable to Lisa, it was irreplaceable.

Call her petty and foolish for the decisions she made, but that was just a small portion of the extent she could go for her love.

"Girls, please cover me for this one and don't ask any questions right now, I will be back."

That being said, one broken heart stormed out to search for its counterpart.

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Surprise?

Omg I know you must've thought I'll never come back again, but I guess the past five months, since the last update, helped me a lot to find motivation in writing again.

I'm so sorry for most of you might have already forgotten the plot lol

I can't even promise you to update regularly, since I'm working full time and only get to breath on weekends. What I can promise you on the other hand is, that I will update from time to time sooo NO I WON'T DELETE ANYTHING

Besides thank you so much for all the reads and votes, you guys are incredible <3