Let the World Sing; Hetalia Oneshot Book

Russia x Reader; Nightmares

Russia's POV

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"You're a monster, and you know it Russia!" China screamed.

"He isn't a monster... He's a demon." England said coldly.

"Dude, he is a demon from Hell, and he should really return there." America said to my face, and the insults continued to spew out of the Allies mouths.

I felt ashamed that I was hated so much by the same people I have to talk to the most. I have always know that the Allies hated my presence, and that I am intimidating, but it still hurt. I am a country, just like them, yet I feel like I am completely surrounded in darkness. No light can save me from the darkness I have fallen in. Am I useless? Am I ruthless? I'm a country right? I have feelings right? Am I a demon, with red eyes? Do I hurt everyone I touch? Even though I knew I was asleep, I felt tears run down my face. I wake up slowly and return to the real world, and start to tear up even more. I can't stand being made fun of by the other countries. I hate it! You slowly made my way down the hall way to my girlfriend's room. (Y/N) always makes me feel better, even when I have these dreams. I opened her door, and saw her stir and sit up.

"Russia? Why are you up so early? It's 3 in the morning." (Y/N) says quietly, trying not to wake the others. I come over to her and sit on her bed looking lovingly into her beautiful (E/C) eyes.

"Russia, you weren't crying again, were you?" I nodded at her question. (Y/N) stayed silent for a good minute or two, before she laid back down, "You want to sleep with me?" She asked with a large, calming smile on her face. I blushed a deep shade of pink, before slowly covering myself in her covers. After I covered myself, I stared at my beautiful girlfriend's peaceful face. As I watched her sleep, I couldn't resist getting closure to her figure. I held her hand, and then I drifted back into my dreamscape.

The next morning I woke up with my hair a total mess, which meant I had a good night's sleep with no nightmare. I got ready for the day and left the comforts of my safe mansion. After dealing with the Allies all day, I went strait to bed, and the nightmares came back, but worse.

"Oh hello guys." I said with a cheerful expression.

"Why is he talking to us?"

"I think he wants to brush off all of the blood shed he has done, and actually pretend to be one of us."

"He should take a dive off the building. It might improve everyone else's lives."

And then I woke up and started to cry. What did I ever do to them? Not a thing. What do these dreams even mean?! I cried even harder, until I heard my door open. I say (Y/N) shadow, and instantly calmed down.

"Ivan?" She asked with concern in her eyes. She headed toward the bed and sat next to me.

"I am alright my sunflower, I'm just-" I tried to tell, but I was interrupted.

"No you're not. Why should you care about what they say?! You don't gain anything! Please Ivan, you are starting to scare me!" She silently screamed, as she started to shed tears.

"C-can you sleep with me?" I asked her, and she nodded. When she laid down next to me, I put my hand on her soft cheek. I slowly made my way on top of her and kissed her passionately. When I lifted myself off my sunflower, she rested her head on my chest and we both fell asleep side by side.

I was finally out of the darkness, because the light of my life was right there with me, by my side. She was graceful, beautiful, and sarcastic, but I love this little woman with all my heart. If I am a monster, then it's he story of Beauty and the Beast. (Y/N) never thought I was a monster, or a demon. She thought I was the most amazing person to be around, and I love her for it. She treats me like any other human, and that's why I love her. She took the time to get to know me.

I woke up the next morning, with her by my side, so I went back to sleep.