If It Wasn't For You

Decisions

I can see you,

Staring at me with your eyes being blue,

With a smile on your face,

Can this really be true,

I'm in love with it,

I want to remember every single bit,

With you calling my phone,

I don't want it to quit,

I wish you were always with me,

So we can run and be free,

You make me have butterflies,

While we sit in this tree,

You grab my hands,

Asking me "wanna go to the Netherlands,"

Of course I do,

I need to start making plans,

But then I have to stop and think,

My world is starting to shrink,

Should I really do this,

I need a second to blink,

I'll lose everyone,

And my time here isn't done,

I changed my mind,

But now I've lost my special someone.

March 24th, 2016