If It Wasn't For You

Drowning

Have you ever had the feeling as if everything was coming to an end?

All of the effort you put in wasn't good enough for anyone's standards.

Many remarkable times.

This has repeated itself.

I've always been surrounded by many different people.

Black, white, gay, lesbian, nice, mean, jocks, and even the low rider people.

I didn't know what to consider myself other than "a mortal" no matter where I went.

But aren't we all "a mortal?"

Nobody cares what you're like.

If you don't reach their standards, then you practically got treated with disrespect.

BY disrespect I mean many negative things were spread about you or lies were created.

You're nothing to anyone.

What else were you suppose to do?

Become someone you're not or try to run from all of the bad things?

Everyone had messed up your life.

People left you in the water.

The water that you developed is toxic.

Slowly, you start going down.

Deeper into the water.

Until you're finally drowning.

September 26th, 2018