Heroine [Sillie]

+Hot Girl Car Wash+

+Millie+

Finn came home last night later than he was supposed to, which made mom angry. He didn't get in until around midnight and mom didn't get a wink of sleep until he came home. She was worried. Now Finn has to do more than just mowing the lawn and I have to help him. We have to wash the car, the windows, water the flowers around the house, and do a list of indoor chores.

"This sucks shit. I can't believe I have to help you do all of this, like what is the purpose?" I complain as I crawl out of my car with a sponge and leather cleaner after scrubbing the seats. It smelled like sweat and perfume. I'm guessing that's from last night. Finn was bent over the hood of the car scrubbing the windows. "The purpose is to teach you to be responsible and show you how to take care of a car." He tells me. I roll my eyes and threw the cleaning supplies on the ground. This was so boring, I needed something to pass the time. I'm tired of using my imagination. "I'm gonna go grab my speaker." I tell my brother before I run inside the house.

Music is the only thing that keeps me from being lonely. I like to pretend that the artist is sitting right next to me singing when I'm listening to it. Or that I'm performing the song for a live audience and they're all just so darn happy to hear me. I ran up the stairs and to my room to grab my speaker sitting on my dresser and then my phone. I didn't want to bring it outside incase it gets ruined by soap or the sun, so I just put on a playlist and ran outside with my speaker playing some soft pop. When I ran outside and sat it down on the porch, I saw my brother frantically moving to take off his shirt, sag his pants, and then rub soap on his body. What the fuck is he doing?

My question was answered after he continued to slowly scrub suds around the hood of the car as a blonde girl approached him. "Hey Finn." She spoke very flirty like. I didn't like that. "Oh hey Lilia, I almost didn't see you there." He flirts back with her by running a hand through his hair when he looks up at her. The girl giggled and then her eyes land on me after I skipped toward them to fuck with Finn. "Oh, this must be your sister. You know the way you talk about her you make her sound like she's younger than you, but you two kind of look like twins." Lilia looked at me, eyed me too. She was totally checking me out. I didn't mind it.

"We actually have different dads and Millie is turning sixteen in a few weeks." My half brother explains, sounding less confident. I held out my hand for Lilia to take. "You must be Lilia, Finn's girl." I was gonna say girlfriend, but it just seemed so unrealistic between the two. She's beautiful, he's ugly, they don't mix. The preppy blonde took my hand and shook it. I wasn't expecting a handshake, I wanted a kiss on my hand. That's how I prefer to be greeted by people of my age or older boys. Not that anyone actually does because I don't meet people often. "My oh my, hotness must run in the family." Woah daddy, did she just say what I think she did!?

I giggle at her compliment and look away shyly to hide my blush for a second before looking back up at her. Finn did tell me that she was bisexual and she likes boys and girls. "Well aren't you a charmer. Finn never told me that you were sweet." I nudge his arm and he whispered for me to not touch him. He's annoyed now, which is just perfect. It's what I wanted. Lilia winked at me before Finn shoved me away. "So what are you doing on this side of the neighborhood, Lils?" Finn tries to act all cool and careless now as he flexes his biceps. What an asshole. He just pushed a girl, isn't that illegal? Lilia continues to talk to him and focus on him. This is really weird, but I need to win her attention back now. To mess with Finn and make her want me.

I go back inside and hurry to change the music on my speaker to some rock music before I hurry to the porch and strut towards the car, stripping off my white tank top so I'm left in my purple bikini top and shorts. In my peripheral vision I can see that girl just drooling as she watched me bend over to pink up a soapy sponge laying in the grass and washing the top of the car. I had one leg up against the car while standing on the tips of my toes with the other. My boobs were pressed against the window and soap from the car would leak from the sides and spill down my body, leaving bubbly trails. I felt like a hot chick in one of those movies.

"Millie, what the fuck are you doing?" Finn asked so surprised and also disgusted. His friend twirls a strand of her blonde hair as she bites her bottom lip softly. It was fun to be sexy and make her so attracted to me, but then Finn's whiny ass has to ruin my moment. "I'm washing the car like mom told us to." I answer so obviously. Finn grabbed the sponge from my hand and looked me up and down with so much anger. "You're fifteen, put your shirt back on! You're making my friend feel uncomfortable and you're gonna get the neighbors attention!" My older brother yells at me.

Just like that, he killed my sexy vibe and I lost my confidence. I scrunch my forehead at him and pushed him away from me before jogging back up the porch, grabbing my speaker and going inside. Mom was in the kitchen preparing lunch for us and she asked me why I was upset, but I ignored her and ran upstairs to my room to lock myself away. I slumped down onto my bed and let the tears loose. I felt so stupid crying because my brother told me to cover up. I should have told him to shove his complaints up his ass and continued to put on my little show for that girl. The way she was looking at me made me feel good about myself. I liked that I could be sexy for other people and show off my body. I mean I worked hard to perfect my curves, of course I wanna show off and be proud.

"She was rubbing her boobs on the window! That's not something a fifteen year old should do!" "Are you shaming your little sister's body!? Do you want her to be ashamed of her own body, Finn!?" I could hear my mom and Finn arguing in the driveway. I dried my tears and hurried towards my window to see them yelling at each other while Lilia awkwardly watched them. Oh great, now my mom is sticking up for me. Sure it's great to have someone else speak up for you and defend you sometimes, but this is just one of those situations where I wanted to leave peacefully and not have my mom go into protection mode for me. Now it was embarrassing having my mom stick up for me to my brother while his little girl friend listens to my mom yell about how I was crying. One day, just one day I'll be confident enough to say and do the things I really want to say and do instead of running off to cry like some baby.

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It's been a while since I've updated.

Can you relate to Millie or are you more on Finn's side?💊