Heroine [Sillie]

+Cigarette Smoke+

+Millie+

I woke up in a really good mood. I was so happy about yesterday and so I got up, changed my clothes and fixed my hair for Sadie, and then I went downstairs to make breakfast. Yesterday was absolutely the best day of my life. I just felt like I was on top of the world and like my body was luminous. I hope Sadie and I can have sex again today. I am a little horny. Finally, I don't have to masturbate to get off.

My phone dinged as I was flipping pancakes and so I picked it up and saw Sadie had texted me.

Sadie:
im cumin
ovr after i
drop my sis
off

Sometimes it's hard for me to understand what's she's saying over text, but I get the gist. I text back, enthusiastically.

Millie:
Alrighty, baby.
I'll be waiting for you.

I want her to know what I want, so I send her a picture of my cleavage in my shirt with a winking face. Sadie sent me a picture of her with her tongue out.

Sadie:
pop a tity
out for me plz
🥺

I laugh at how cute she is before I open up my camera and lift my shirt up to show her that I'm not wearing a bra. I snap the picture and send it to her.

Sadie:
😳😛
omw

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The red head pins me against a wall in my bedroom after taking off her jacket. She sucks my bottom lip as she pushes her hips against mine. My hands couldn't focus on just one piece of her. They caress every single part of her body. Sadie broke the kiss because she had to sneeze. I raised my brows. "Are you sick?" I ask. She sniffles and shakes her head. "No, I was just outside all night. I'm fine." She assures me before attacking my lips again. Then her kisses start to spread down my neck and my body as she pulled my shorts down and off of my legs. I gasped as her mouth latched onto my essence and I hold onto her hair.

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We were sprawled across my bed and tangled up in the sheets. I've never felt so good in my life. For once, I didn't feel like a total loser. Sadie makes me happy. I smile. "Can I have a cigarette?" I asked as I turn my head to look at the red head beside me who already had one between her lovely fingers. She scrunched up her brows before she turned her head to look at me in shock. I bite my lip. "I can't let you have one. It'll fuck up your organs." She answered before taking a puff of hers. I pout. "But you smoke them and I just want one teeny little puff, please?" I beg.

Sadie took a sigh, smoke escapes her lips and she rolls her eyes before handing me the cigarette. I was excited and thankful. I took it from her, holding it between my index and thumb. I held the little stick to my lips and inhaled slowly. It burned my throat so bad and it tastes awful, but I managed to not cough as I exhale smoothly, watching the smoke escape my lips. Sadie chuckles before quickly taking it back. "When did you start smoking?" I ask her. The red head pursed her lips and knit her brows with a hum, thinking. "I think I was like six years old. My mom let me smoke with her and her friends at a party and I just never stopped."

I'm so fascinated with her life. She's so cool and she does so many bad things that I like. I wanna know more. She's like a drug to me. I bet she's done drugs. "Have you ever done anything worse than cigarettes?" I ask, leaning my head into the palm of my hand. The red looked at me and answered honestly. "I smoke weed a lot and when I'm with friends or at parties I do a lot of actual drugs." "Like what?" I push. I like details, it makes me get a better understanding. Sadie sighs and goes down the list of drugs she's taken. She doesn't look very proud. "Heroin, coke, crack, LSD, molly. The list just goes on." She's so fucking cool.

I bite my lip before leaning in closer to her only to sit up on her waist and whisper in her ear. "That makes me so fucking wet." I grind myself onto her. Sadie smiles and rests her hands on my thighs as I sit up and hump her waist while feeling her breasts.

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"We can totally do this again tomorrow, but maybe we could also just hang out?" Sadie suggested as she put her hair up in a ponytail and walk down the stairs. I smile as I follow her from behind. "I don't care what we do as long as I'm with you." I tell her as we get to the bottom of the stairs. She turns around to kiss me softly before winking at me and leaving. I was head over heels for that girl. Sadie made me feel like I was cool when I was around her. And the sex is absolutely amazing. I never thought that scissoring would feel that amazing.

Half an hour goes by and my brother Finn comes home from school. "Hey Mills." He says to me as he enters the kitchen and goes straight for the fridge. I don't look up at him as I'm busy with my school work that I didn't do today. He starts to sniff around. "Why does it smell like...smoke?" I panicked internally. There's just no way that I can tell Finn that I was smoking or that I even had Sadie over. He would lose his shit. "Smoke? Like somethings on fire?" I play dumb and sniff with him. Yes, I too smell cigarette smoke. I should have aired out the house before he came home. "No like-like cigarettes, you know?" He sniffs more and starts to get closer to me.

To avoid him smelling me, I get up and walk around the room smelling the air some more, like I'm also looking for the source. "Maybe the neighbors are out here smoking." I open the sliding glass doors and walk outside. A breeze came by and the smell had disappeared. "Well it's gone now. Get back in here, it's cold out." Finn tells me. I go back inside. Finn eyes me in confusion and suspicion before he takes a snack and goes upstairs to his room. I let out a quiet sigh. I was proud of myself for covering that up smoothly. And when I smoke again, I'll always remember to air out the house and maybe brush my teeth afterwards.

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Omg it's been like probably a couple months since I last updated and I am SOOOO sorry. I haven't updated anything on this account in a while and I feel horrible because I know people like this story a lot. Not so much my other stories though, idk why.

Have you ever smoked before? Have you ever been caught?💊