"You're alive to me, Taehyung." He let out a humorless chuckle and looked at me.
"Too bad they've killed me years ago."
Started: 07/14/19
Completed: 06/25/20
"Guess who?" I heard a soft giggly voice come from behind me as I felt a pair of cold hands envelop my eyes but it doesn't cover my vision since they were ashen.
"Hmm.. Yeontan?" I asked aloud, playing along with Taehyung.
"Really, Y/N? Are you serious?" He dropped his hands and I spun around.
"As serious as you are when you decided to cover up my eyes with your nearly transparent hands." He pouted making me giggle. After having no one to come home to, having Taehyung here feels so much better. It gives me a huge vibe of home and safety.
"How was your day, kitten?" He asked, clasping his hands behind my back.
"It was fine. Very well spent, actually. Dr. Kim's a very nice person."
"His name sounds familiar to me for some unknown reason. I feel like, I've heard of him before." He fell into a deep thought until he decided to shrug it off. "Maybe he's just that famous. Oh well, I've prepared something for you." he announced with a proud grin.
"Oh really?" I asked as he led me into the room we shared at the hotel. He moved to open the door and usher me inside. What I saw made me immediately smile.
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"What is all of these for?" I asked referring to the huge blanket fort with tons of pillows, foods, and even the telly inside.
"I just thought that you would be very busy in the following days so I made this. I asked the hotel for the stuffs I used... Did you like it?" He asked shyly. I smiled and gave him a smile.
"It's just what I need, Tae. Thank you so much." I ran into the fort and lie flatly on my back. Oh God, it's so comfy! "Join me here!"
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"What is the greatest fear you know you cannot conquer?" I asked Taehyung as I pressed my back into his chest. The lack of warmth is a bit unusual but the gentle touches and kisses ignite fires inside of me.
"When I was alive, I had tons and tons of fears." He wiped some crumbs from the side of my mouth before sucking it off from his fingers. "But when I died, I had one left."
"What is it?" I asked as I looked at him. He warmly smiled at me and kissed my forehead.
"I fear having something to lose." He stated simply. His thoughts soon clouded him as he absentmindedly traced patterens in my arm. "For three years, I've had nothing. Literally. Not even a life. So I'm scared of having something or someone because I dread the feeling of losing them. It's something I've never felt in a while and I don't know if I can handle it."
"So it's so risky having you, you know that, kitten? I finally had something to lose and it's so dangerous." He mumbled. I bit my lip and faced him.
"You won't lose me, Taehyung. I promise you, didn't I? You may have lost your life and I may lose mines, but you'll have me. Always." He pulled me so I was straddling him. He slowly cupped my cheeks and I closed my eyes, anticipating what's about to happen. As expected, his lips landed on mines as we shared a kiss.
