JENNIE,
ever
/ˈɛvə/
adverb
at all times; always.
synonyms:always, forever, at all times, eternally, until the end of time
11:56 pm Seoul
You're something else.
No, even more than that.
More than something else.
You are -
You are one thing and another.
Everything and more.
You are a girl - a woman, my woman - of many faces, sorts and kinds. And yet... and yet, you are one of a kind.
A woman with sweet lips and a dirty mouth.
With scarred fists and soft eyes.
Carrying trauma with a smile.
And loving deep when knowing love so shallow.
Had known love so shallow - had been loved so shallow.
Now she has mine.
Now you have mine.
My handsome young someone.
My living figure of speech.
My very own oxymoron.
You, Lisa - who walks along contradiction and dips toes in contrasts - and in every best way. As in every version, every opposite is best; is wonderful, mad, charming and full of care.
Care.
That's the base.
That's what hums at the core of every mercurial her - it's care.
Even when she's confronted - hostile or angry. At the bottom of every outrage or bottled resentment is care. Or love... or hurt. But we know - I know - well enough that anyone hurt, or any feeling of pain is because you, I, everyone cares. Or I guess what I'm trying to say is; everyone who is hurt, cares.
My own theory at least.
Sometimes I think she must care so much. Because to have been so... wounded, the way she was in her past, and be here now willing - no wanting - to fight for a better future... that just... God that must require so much care. So much drive and passion. And yet even more peace and compassion.
And she manages all if that. Or I guess tries too. The peace thing may at times get a little... say, over-ridden by her temper, or her excitement (sexual excitement).
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BAD FOR YOU (complete)
FanfictionJennie & Lisa Read the prologue to get a hint into "BAD FOR YOU" Photo Cred. Jane Vauclain