teen in crises

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JENNIE,

faraway

/ˈfɑːrəweɪ,fɑːrəˈweɪ/

adjective

adjective: faraway; adjective: far-away

distant in space or time.

synonyms:distant, far off, far; More

remote, out of the way, far flung, far removed, outlying, obscure,isolated, secluded, cut off, off the beaten track, in the back of beyond,in the middle of nowhere

remote, out of the way, far flung, far removed, outlying, obscure,isolated, secluded, cut off, off the beaten track, in the back of beyond,in the middle of nowhere

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12:57 am Busan

What I see is dust. Millions of tiny specks lit up and flirting. Teasing darkness with its silver freckles. Enticing the mundane with spilt glitter. And offering me – sweet, shinning, luminous comfort.

Well – attempting to offer such softly desired contentment.

The distance makes it a little hard to be reached. My salvation cut short by the miles between us. Held up by the stretch.

Instead, I can only dream of it. While crumbling, under nights, jet grip - the moons twin brother - I can only hope.

And what have we learnt about that.

Bullshit.

I have to say though, I'm usually quite fond of the night – the stars and the dusk. However, this pitch feels off...cold...scary.

Yeah, that would be my truth, I'm scared. Scared of you; the eerie brother and dark aggressor.

He who has wandered on earth in the form of a sickly teen.

That's what it feels like.

They both taunt me in darkness - shade light and stand between me and the stars. So, it would make sense to me if they were one in the same.

Hanbin and the dark side of the night.

But that's enough of them. He has had more then enough of my time tonight – both, both versions of him.

So, I will keep counting the dust.

"Fifty-two, fifty-three, fifty-four"

"Jennie"

"Fifty-five, fifty-six, fifty-seven, fifty-eight, fifty-nine"

"Sixty. A minute. Now that's enough please"

The voice I hear is soft, yet assertive.

Sounds like my mom, but I know that it's not.

"Are you able to stand up?"

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