past tense: disappeared; past participle:disappeared
cease to be visible.
synonyms:vanish, pass from sight, cease to be visible, vanish from sight, recede from view, be lost to view/sight,fade, fade/melt away; withdraw, depart, retire, retreat; go, pass, ebb, wane, dissipate, be dispelled, dematerialize, evaporate
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6:00 pm Seoul
Dead lines and no replies. My heart aches. And exclusion is the cause. Rejection is my issue, the problem I have. Because every call that isn't answered, every choice they make to ignore, reject, is another minute that I don't know -- anything.
That I don't know what's going on.
That I am left here.
Here, alone, to convulse in the consequence of exclusion. Of a potent cause.
Potent, as in;
/ˈpəʊt(ə)nt/
adjective
having great power, influence, or effect.
This exclusion has caused great effect -- including my broken heart, yes. But also, and almost greater then that, a fire.
A flame.
Tiny red flames.
Thousands of tiny red flames.
Each as if an ant; angry, crawling in and out of my veins. Biting, burning, stinging.
Pinging. As if pain could physically ring - vibrate through flesh and bone. Move muscles and split tissue.
I am in enraged.
Probably because I --
"Ugh" my head aches, falls back and points my chin up.
