Hello all!!!!! Merry Christmas!
I know this chapter is really late and you've all been waiting, sooooo, there's a surprise in this chapter!!!!!! I'm sure you guys have been waiting for this so I hope you enjoy it!
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2 months later
After you and Kakashi straightened things out you decided to cooperate with the Hokage. Some might say that you were betraying your homeland, your people and your family, however, were they really your family? In order to take over the Leaf Village your sister fabricated an alliance with them and sent you here knowing that if she decide to attack them you would be the first one they killed.
"But I guess they wouldn't have had a choice; if I was there right now I would be doing everything in my power to stop them, this time." You thought.
(I/n) has always been notorious for the people's overwhelming strength and their drive to take over other lands, leaving nothing behind. Your sister seemed to have adopted that mentality; similar to that of your fathers. Your father had died a year before you left for the Leaf Village and you had hoped that your sister would have tried following a different path, not one of war and greed, but you were wrong. In truth, you had thought it strange but you believed that she was trying to change (I/n) when she proposed the alliance.
Unlike many in your family, you knew first had what it was like to completely crush an enemy with your own hands. You had often been ordered by your father to destroy the ninja of other villages so he could concur them swiftly. You were in charge of (I/n) special squad - Ansatsu dan, in charge of killing the strongest ninja from other lands; leaving there villages poorly protected so your father could take over them. At first, when you were ordered by your father to do this, you were against it. You weren't a murderer and you didn't want to become one, but you soon learned that you had no choice. After the first few missions you had learned to become as hard as steel when you watched an opponents life escape from there bodies, away from the immense pain you had just inflicted on them. You became numb to their cries and pleas to spare their lives. You were the perfect ninja with a kekkei genkai perfect for hunting down prey. Though on the inside every person you killed weighed heavily on you; you felt like a monster.
After the death of your father, assassinated by one of his advisers after your father discussed a plan to take over a farer land that happened to be the birthplace of the advisor; unbeknownst to your father. You hadn't had to go on assassination missions anymore. You believed that your sister had decided to become a different type of ruler one focused on peace and not destruction, but in light of the new info from lady Hokage and her spies/anbu black ops, your sister was planning to destroy the Leaf. You were wrong.
You had come to terms with the fact that you had to choose a side. You knew that the first time you heard the stealthy frequency of one of the ANBU that had followed you for the first time months ago. You figured that your sister had planned to have you killed/captured the moment she decided to send you to the leaf most likely to use your death/capture as a reason to start a war, so you had decided to side with the leaf. You weren't thrilled with the idea of having to fight your old home and just thinking about what was bound to happen made you remember all of the horrible inhuman things you had done before for the sake of your father and for your village.
You were ruthless; heartless; you weren't even human. You were a monster. You had thought that you changed after your father died and even more after moving to the Leaf, but when you thought about the coming battle you could feel yourself returning back to how you were before, like a monster coming out of it's cage and in turn shoving the person you had been inside and locking it. You knew that the people in the village were starting to notice, especially Kakashi. A month ago the Hokage thought it'd be a good idea for you to do some ninja training. No one knew about your life before coming to the village and most thought that you were,with all due respect, a shelter little princess; which you were fine with. You liked being weak for once, but this didn't last long when the Hokage suggested you do some training. Kakashi volunteered to help you every day for the next two weeks. You would train with Kakashi in those two weeks. You had to pretend that you were new to fighting and you had to pretend to make rookie mistakes like letting your guard down or struggling with throwing kunai but after the first couple of days it became harder and harder for you to hold back. You kept the act up until the end of the second week. Kakashi had you spar with Lee so he could gauge your ti jutsu ability. You tried really hard to hold back but his movements were too fast and your instincts were coming back very quickly. You began to see his movements slower, your eyes beginning to see openings where you could hit a vital spot. You avoided hitting these openings since you didn't want to hurt him but as the sparring match dragged on your movements became quicker you began seeing Lee not as Lee but as an enemy. Not that Lee himself was an enemy but the only times you had ever fought this long with someone was when you were ordered to kill them and they you. Your body began to move in sync with his movements as if you were fighting an enemy and then you hit him, hard.
