School Crush

4. Next move

{a/n: Forth haven't met Beam face to face yet and if you guys have read in my story details , then I have mentioned that they will meet in most unexpected way.So yeah, wait for it.}

Forgive my grammar mistakes

Forth's POV

I don't know what is happening to me, ever since I have laid my eyes on Beam I cannot stop thinking about him. Whenever I close my eyes his face is all I see, I even have seen him in my dream few times already. 

When I told my brother about this, he said it is indeed love at first sight as I was suspecting. He told me that I should take baby steps to make Beam notice me, I mean obviously he already know about me like everyone else in school but I want him to see me in different way.

This is the first time when thing like this is happening to me. I am happy for no reason whenever his thought come into my mind. My heart do somersault whenever I see him at school, I was so jealous of Phana when he carried Beam for almost a week into his class. 

I wish I could carry him like that. Sighs.

As everyone know that I am born genius , that's the reason I can speak more than five languages including my native language which are English, Japanese, Korean, Hindi, French and Spanish. 

I have watched many movies and even listen to songs related to all these languages. You must be wondering why I am telling you this, right? No. it's not because I  want to brag about myself, it's because I can find my situation perfect fit for a Hindi song that I have listen few years ago.

Song is something like this:

Dil yeh mera bas mein nahin
My heart is not in my control

Pehle kabhi aisa hota tha nahin

This had never happened before

Dil yeh mera bas mein nahin
My heart is not in my control

Pehle kabhi aisa hota tha nahin

This had never happened before

Tu hi bata iss dil ka main, ab kya karoon
You tell me, with this heart, what should I do now

Kehne pe chalta nahin
It doesn't follow what I say

Kuchh dino se meri bhi sunta nahin

For some days, it doesn't even listen to me

Tu hi bata iss dil ka main
You tell me, with this heart...

Uff, ab main kya karoon

Uff, what should I do now

Main kya karoon...
What should I do... (6x)

Iss dil ka kya karoon
With this heart, what should I do

Main kya karoon...
What should I do... (6x )

Here is the song.

{a/n: Benefit of being an author (^__*) . Btw I might be putting more songs in future too, so get ready}

Yeah, that's exactly what is happening to me. I want to make sure that this is not merely a crush , I really hope this is indeed love because I don't want to give false hope to someone and later destroy that person hope when I will realise that it was just a crush, nothing else.