Her Lovely, overprotective Brothers

Chapter 44

"Iza!"

Isaac look behind him and let out a warm smile as he noticed the familiar little girl running towards him.

He kneeled down and let his arms out as the girl lunged at him, hugging him as she giggled.

"It's Isaac, sweetheart." Isaac said as he lifted up the girl who only squealed delightedly.

Lucas walked into the scene with a warm smile on his face as well. "Well, aren't you two adorable."

Isaac blew a raspberry at him making Lucas roll his eyes at his brother's childish behavior.

The girl's eyes lit up in joy as she saw Lucas and waved at him energetically. "Hi, Lu Lu!"

Lucas' heart warmed at this, and he waved at her happily as well. She's just too cute, he couldn't help it. "Hello to you too, love."

"Where iz Ley? A-And Jay? And Nuah and Tey Tey?" She asked innocently, making both boys' heart melt at those nicknames. She's just too cute for her own good.

Isaac kissed the girl's cheek as he patted her back lovingly.

"Wanna go look for your brothers?" Lucas suggested making her smile brightly and nodded excitedly.

"Yez pleaze!" She answered, trying to sound like an adult but it sounded more adorable making both boys chuckle. "So that we can all play!"

"Anything for you, our little Sammy." Lucas answered with a warm look on  his face.

Samantha only giggled.

Then I opened my eyes, and I felt the pain of the reality.

My reality.

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A memory.

That's what it was. It was already a memory. I didn't know that my tears were already falling when I woke up and they just wouldn't stop. It was not a nightmare but it felt so painful that it was like a nightmare.

Because I know that those happy memories of mine will soon be buried under some memories that will hunt me forever.

Happy memories can be sad, it can hurt because you know that they would never happen again. It's a one way trip, people. Death is what makes life meaningful.

But what is forgiveness?

Why do we forgive? Why do we keep on trying to forgive when it hurts so much?

The answer was simple.

Because we still want them in our lives. We want to rise from the negativity. Forgive them but never forget, that is where you learn your lesson.

Was that bad? Is it wrong to think that I want to forgive them this easily? But then they'll go back to normal, like the last past weeks never happened and I don't want that. I don't want to ignore something that had happened once in my life. I want to know. I want to know their point of view.

I want to talk about it and go out of this problem properly.

Was that a bad thing?

They're still my family. They're still my brothers. My lovely overprotective brothers and they're the ones who practically raised me. Sure they may be annoying at times, they can be insensitive and a bunch of jerks but they're still the one who loved me so much. They may love Lydia more than me but they didn't show that when I was with them. They loved me and let me grow, they didn't hate me for her death.