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imagine #6 lee eunsang type: angst *note; anything in italics is your thoughts*
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On that brisk Monday morning, I walked into the my loud classroom. Students were talking amongst one another, with others just messing around and drawing on the chalkboard until the teacher arrived.
Even with the full class, one person stood out to me, especially with his red hair; Lee Eunsang. Once our eyes met, he gave me one of his smiles as I returned it back. I walked towards him and took my seat next to him. "Hey Sang. What's up?" He simply shrugged as he lazily draped his arm over my shoulder. I knew he meant it as a friendly gesture, but my heart skipped a beat at that moment.
"Jawahir and I got into another fight... she was mad that I couldn't hang out with her." I furrowed my brows as I looked at him. "Why? What happened?" He let out a deep sigh and slipped deeper into his seat. "It was when we had our movie marathon last Saturday. She still thinks that girls and guys can't be good friends."
I forced a laugh out as I looked away. "Right.. I mean look at us! We're a perfect example of a boys and girls being friends.." Eunsang nodded, agreeing with my point. "Exactly! I told her that we've known each other for over 10 years. With that much time, I think I would've known if you ever did have a crush on me"
But you don't. Lee Eunsang, I've liked you for such a long time. But you being clueless as usual, you haven't noticed.
I shook my thoughts away as I turned back to console Eunsang. "Hey, this is probably just for a couple of days. You guys always work things out in the end. That's why you're perfect for each other."
No they're not. I should be with him. I know him better. I could treat him better and trust him no matter what.
Eunsang nodded as he laid his head on his desk. "I hope you're right. I've never liked anyone as much as Jawahir.." as soon as he said those words, my chest began to hurt. I forced a smile, trying to forget the pain but I couldn't. As I was figuring out a way to leave the conversation, Eunsang's voice interrupted my thoughts.
"Hey, how did your blind date with Junho go? I forgot to ask." I let out a nervous laugh and as I was about to answer, Junho walked up towards Eunsang and I.
"Hey (Y/N). I just wanted to say that I enjoyed our date the other day. I was wondering if you would be interested in going on another one with me this Friday?" I hesitated for a second and could see Eunsang giving me a thumbs up from my peripheral vision. Before I could say anything, Eunsang's name echoed throughout the classroom.
Every head in the classroom turned towards the door to see Jawahir standing there with a small bouquet of flowers and a small smile. I watched as Eunsang's eyes lit up as he walked towards her. "I'm sorry I didn't trust you. I should've known that there would be nothing between you and (Y/N). I guess I was just jealous since she knows you better than me.." she held out the bouquet towards Eunsang and took a deep breath. "Lee Eunsang, can you find it in your heart to forgive me?"
My eyes widened as I held my breath, already knowing the outcome. I watched as Eunsang smiled brightly and pulled Jawahir into a tight hug, the whole classroom erupting into cheers and hollers. "Of course I'll forgive you. You're the one who has my heart Jawahir. Never forget that."
As everyone was distracted, I took the chance to slip away to the washroom. I locked myself in one of the stalls and began to cry. The pain in my chest intensified as I realized what had happened. My heart broke. The person I've loved for so long loves someone else. That's the worst feeling in the world.
I heard the bell ring, signalling students to head to back to their homerooms for class. I sighed as I dried my eyes really quick and exited the washroom only to see Junho leaning against the wall, waiting for someone. Once he saw me, he rushed over to me, a worried look in his eyes. "Hey are you okay? You're eyes are red. Is everything is alright?"
I gave him a small smile and nodded. "Yeah I'm fine. Just allergies, you know." I noticed the lack of students in the hall and looked back at Junho. "Hey, let's go back. Class is starting soon." Junho nodded and we began to walk back.
As we were walking, I remembered what had happened in the class. Eunsang chose who he wanted to be with and I had to accept it. I remember Junho's offer. "Hey, Junho..About the date on Friday? I would love to go with you." Junho's eyes widened as he let out a shaky laugh. "Really?! You're not kidding right? For real?" I laughed at his reaction and nodded. "Yes for real."
Junho smiled and we walked back to class, discussing what our plans on Friday. Though Eunsang was my first love, he wasn't meant for me.
