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imagine #27 song hyeongjun type: fluff request for; @HHYEONGJUNNIE
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[DONGPYO'S POV]
I sat in my hospital bed, listening to my music while I zoned out. This room has practically become my bedroom, as I was always here since I was 7. 10 years later and I am still stuck on the hospital, still trying to be treated for lung cancer. The treatment wasn't doing anything and my lungs have become too sick to function properly. The only way I could survive to live any longer was to get donor organs, but with my spot on the donor list, I wouldn't stand a chance.
In the midst of all the broken hearts of family members and friends, there was always someone who was there for me; Song Hyeongjun. We met when his mom was being treated in the hospital and we were able to become very close over the years. He would come everyday to visit his mother but would never leave without visiting me and no matter how bad my mood was, Hyeongjun always seemed to make me smile.
A small smile made its way to my face as the memories I had with Hyeongjun flooded back to me in that moment. My heart began to beat faster and my face was becoming hot. Though Hyeongjun most likely would have only seen me as a friend, I could never see him as that. The way he cared for me and treated me caused genuine feelings for him to appear.
its only been a couple of months since I realized my feelings for him, but they grew stronger with each passing day. The sound of the door opening allowed me to break away from my thoughts as I saw my doctor walk in, a sad smile on his face.
I saw my parents in the hallway, my father trying to keep my mother together as I realized what was happening. I watched as my doctor took a deep breath in and began to speak. "Dongpyo... you know I've been treating you since you came here, right?" I slowly nodded as he continued. "And I would never do or suggest anything without thinking through it, right?" I let out a frustrated sigh as looked at doctor, hot tears threatening to fall. "Just tell me already! I know what it is so just tell me!"
I watched as my doctor took a step back, shocked from my sudden outburst. "Dongpyo, we can't find lungs that are suitable for you. But you only have one month left. It's most likely impossible that we'll find a pair in time. Our only option is to discharge you and send you home." I let out a huff, the tears already staining my face. "So you're sending me home to die?" My doctor couldn't speak and simply left the room, leaving me with the burden of my situation.
'What do I do now? What about my parents and friends? What about Hyeongjun..'
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It was already 3 weeks since I was discharged. I crossed off another day off my calendar, basically counting down the days until I died. I had spent the last 3 weeks with everyone close to me; my parents and I went on to Japan and I had hung with my friends, always coming home at around 3 in the morning. I didn't want our time to end, but it had to. The only person I hadn't spoken to since my discharge was Hyeongjun.
I picked up my cellphone and scrolled down my contacts list until I saw his name. I hesitated before I gathered my courage to send him a text.
to; hyeongjunnie
Hey! It's Dongpyo! I haven't messaged you much since I was discharged but I was wondering if you were down to hang out today?
I sent the message, wondering if it was right to do this but in less than a minute, I received a response.
from: hyeongjunnie
Dongpyo!! Ofc I'm free! Want to meet at the park near the hospital in an hour?
I smiled seeing that his bright demeanour was still seen through text message.
to; hyeongjunnie
Sure! I'll be there.
I threw my phone on the bed and started to get ready. I grabbed my bag and said goodbye to my parents as I made my way to our meeting point, my heart heavy of the news I had tell him.
'I have to tell him today. I need to'
I got to the park and saw Hyeongjun sitting on the swings, playing with some kids. My heart fluttered at his caring personality as I smiled unconsciously. Hyeongjun finally noticed my presence and waved at me, bidding the kids goodbye as he ran towards my direction. He pulled me into a tight hug as I hugged back, still shocked from the sudden contact. "I haven't seen you in the last month! Where were you?"
I let out a nervous laugh as I scratched the back of my head. "I was just hanging out with family and friends. You know, catching up." Hyeongjun nodded as I quickly started to change the topic. "So! Where do you want to go?"
I simply kept quiet the whole day as Hyeongjun dragged me around to different stores and cafes. I didn't want to ruin his enjoyment so I simply smiled, but I knew I had to tell him the truth soon. It was soon evening and the two of us were walking back to my house, eating ice cream we picked up at the convenience store. Hyeongjun looked at me with a bright smile on his face. "So, when are we going to hang out again?"
I stopped in my tracks, knowing that the truth need to come out now. I looked at Hyeongjun who was looking at me with a worried look on his face. "What's wrong Dongpyo?" I gave him a sad smile as I began to speak. "Hyeongjun.. the reason why I was discharged was because I don't have much longer to live. I only had one month and that's up by the end of this week. But I wanted to hang out with you before I had to go."
Hyeongjun's eyes widened, not knowing how to take in what I just said. I took a deep breath in and continued. "I also wanted to say that, I love you Hyeongjun. Not as friends or brothers but as one person to another. You made the last ten years bearable and worth living. I wouldn't have been happy if it wasn't for you. I just had to tell you before I left." I looked down, afraid to look at Hyeongjun's expression after my sudden confession.
There was silence for a couple of minutes but it was soon broken by Hyeongjun pulling me into a tight hug, his tears dropping on to my T-shirt. "I love you too Dongpyo. So much. I just can't believe you're leaving. Forever... You made me happy. Who's going to make me happy now?" I softly smiled and hugged back as I consoled the boy. "I'll always be here. Just not physically. But something as important as love cannot be seen with the naked eye. If you love me as much as I love you, I won't ever be far. I promise."
We broke away from each other as I helped Hyeongjun wipe away his tears. He let out a small laughs and nodded as we continued walking back to my house. Hyeongjun slipped his hand into mind and held onto it tightly. "I'll make sure that this last week will be one that you'll always remember. I'm not letting you go that easily Son Dongpyo."
