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10. Things Never Go as Planned

Spov

I've been staying in the hospital for the second day now since I woke up, and i've had some strong seizures and they said it would be better if I stayed for some more days for observation other than that I've been good. But I'm worrying about Sammie, what is she going to think she was always sad when I wouldn't visit her. Cari left some minutes ago to go get food and that's good cuz I'm starving. Some minutes pass by and I see kara enter the room." Hey shan." "Hey what's up" I asked curiously" nothing much how've you been."it's really sweet of her to come over and see me but she's never came here when Cammie did so I'm a little worried. "I'm great of had some seizures but I'm actually pretty good. How are things with you, Cammie and little Sam?" She sighs."what's happening?"..."the day we found out what happened to you Sammie happened to be watching the news with me and she started freaking out when she saw you. She started freaking out and she started yelling and sobbing it was horrible. I tried holding and comforting her but she wouldn't stop. She eventually cried herself to sleep. Since then she started acting up and she doesn't even listen to Cammie."when kara tells me what was happening I start getting more worried than I already was."and why don't you bring it here to see me?"i ask "we wanted to but with the seizures you're having we don't want her to see you like that." "You're right I'm just worried about her." "I didn't want you to worry but I came to ask for help or advice since you're her mother and you know.." "look.. you're as much mother to Sam as cam and I are and you know it, and if you need advice just know that I'm here for you. And for Sammie she just needs time and love. She's strong she'll get over this it's just a matter of time." "Yeah she strong, she's like you." "Yeah but you taught to be courageous and I thank you for that." "It's not a problem I love spending time with her and she just perfect." "Yeah I love her so much, I can't wait to get out of here and see her." "yeah I know and I should get going I need to pick some up from school." "yeah you should go and please tell her that I love her." "I will don't worry I'll take care of her." "I don't worry I know you will." She comes up to me and gives me a hug. "take care." "You too and drive safe bye." "Bye shan". She leaves. I actually can't think of anyone to take care of my family I'm glad that Cammie got with someone like her. the funniest part is that kara and I were friends back in high school but I don't have any hard feelings towards her I'm just happy and I trust her..

Some minutes passed by and Cari walks in "baby!! How you feeling" "hey babe you just left for 10 minutes I'm fine." "I know I'm just worried about you and I brought food!!" "Yay food I'm starving"she laughs." your mom called she said she was coming here and then she was going to visit Sammie."..."Cari, did you know that Sammie was aware of what happened." she sighs. "yeah.. but I didn't want you to worry I'm sorry I wanted you to be okay an-" I cut her off." hey I understand please calm down and you don't have to be sorry." "I know baby but I just couldn't tell you." "Babe let's just leave this behind okay" "okay" cari receives a FaceTime call "it's Kara." "Answer!" I tell her quickly "hey Kara what's up" she asked her "nothing much..umm are you with Shannon?" "Yeah she's here.. here take it" she says and I take the phone "hey what's." "someone is coming." She says and I see Sammy getting in the car. "Look Sammy who's on the phone" "Mommy!!" She answer the phone while she puts sammie's seat belt on
"Hey baby how are you" "I'm really happy that you're okay.. I really miss you I want to see you."she says with tears in her eyes."oh Sammie I miss you too but please don't cry you're going to make me cry." "no mommy don't cry I just miss you and I saw on TV what happened to you and I was scared." she starts crying even more. "It's okay Sammy look I'm okay please don't cry look calm down, breath, there you go... Look i promise if you do what your mom's tell you to do and behave you can spend the whole week together and do whatever you want." "Really!?" "Yeah really, but I just have to ask your mom and you have to behave and do good in school too." "I promise mommy and can we take papi too" "whatever you want sweetie." "Yay I love you Mommy." "I love you too baby take care and take care of your mom's." "Yeah Mommy don't worry bye." "Bye baby." She hangs up. "I miss her so much." "I know and I promise when you get better we will see her right after we leave." "okay But where's my food I'm starving" we laugh. The next two days I had to take some tests to see if I'm good to go some hours pass and I'm still waiting.