Soccer balls with forbidden love! [On Edit]

Chapter 33

I'm in love with my girlfriend bestfriend....

Chapter33:

Zerin POV:

I don't know how I feel its weird like I see things that I never knew...Like right now I just meet my mother...She isn't what I imagined...She a person that now I'm more confused to how my father moved on ...

"My Zerin how have you been..." She smiled. I stood there in this large white room and felt a cold shiver run through my feet and to the tip the highest hair on my head. I looked at my clothes and it was the same thing this morning and afternoon...before....Greg I wonder if he is alright....

"Zerin...are you alright sweetie?" The lady smiled and I locked my gaze with hers. I wanted to speak, but no voice would come out since I felt a bump on my neck. "Zerin you don't know me?" She seemed sad and I felt bad. "..." I looked at her and she seemed familiar, but I just can't put my finger on it. "Well...of course your father....well let's just say we never got along so it's pretty obvious that your father never really mentioned me after me death..." She rubbed her neck. I dropped to the floor what the hell!? Where I'm I!? I started freaking out! "Sweetie!" My mother spoke and tried to reach me, but she was shocked back.

"I'm sorry I can't walk to you...but sweetie please calm down and please listen to what I have to say..." She begged and I wiped the sweat off me and looked at her feet. "Zerin...honey...This is called the line of life...this line tear us apart...You haven't died, and you are alive but your stuck between life and death." She spoke and sighed. "Zerin please explain with all your strength how is life up there?" She smiled and I knew she felt pain since all her life she been with my father. "...I'm happy...I guess, but I have fallen into the forbidden fruit section and lost my heart to someone that I can never be with...so today I made the decision who is important and I hope he can move on and be happy..." I cried and tried to force a smile. "Honey I'm sorry I understand, but dying isn't your option..." She smiled sadly.

"...I bet you wondering about dad no?" I asked and rubbed my hand on my lap. "Yes...I can't move in a way..." She smiled sadly. "Well he's moved on...sorry..." I rubbed my head and she nodded sadly. "Can you explain something to me?" I asked wondering what happened that made them drift apart and how she died?

"Yes?" She asked with some hope. "What happened?" I asked with full curiosity. "Well I don't know if your father mentioned it, but we use to be childhood friends and did everything together. And most people would assume if you have a girl and boy as friends they would gradually fall in love, but that didn't happen with us...he grew more handsome and I grew more plain...then we got to middle school and he was mr popular and I was his shadow....we gradually grew apart in 8th grade, but we would still see each other since our parents were family friends. It wasn't until sophomore year that I got my first boyfriend and people started to notice me.

Also your father I meet him and that same day he was the most handsome man I've seen. I fell in love with him..." She cried, but kept a smile. "We talked more often...I broke up with my boyfriend after 2 weeks since your father and I were friends and I went out with more of his friends. Thinking that maybe it will get him to notice me....

We grew even more apart and he was captain of the varsity team and I was a cheerleader, but I've always hated it, but it got some of his attention especially at this party when I got everyone attention and the day I got pregnant with you..." She talked about it as a joy, but a disappoint. "Did I ruin your life?" She looked shocked! "Never! Honey you made my life a joy!" She smiled and cried. "So...what happened?" I asked. "Well I find out the next day and I was a senior in high school with no work or career so I didn't know what to do...but I did know that your father was heading out to Virginia and I got the last night with him before he graduated. I told him and he stood quiet...then my parents found out and his as well and they made us marry and make him responsible even though I didn't want to cause him trouble! But I couldn't help but need help. So I got married to him...your father became a big shot and was always gone...and I thought of leaving since I didn't know how to raise a child, but in the end I didn't. But I went to the store and were shopping and left you at the house with the nanny and I knew your father was going to come back...But as I came back I got into a car crash that coasted me life and prayed before the impact for all the regret and for the blessing...you to be alright..." She cried and I was shocked. "Father didn't go to your funeral...?" I asked and she shrugged her shoulder. I felt terrible and I didn't want to die for this sake! I want to live! I noticed the floor started rumbling and the line cracked the white room was cracking! I was scared and there was screaming going through! I couldn't understand and I wrapped myself! I was very scared! My mother screamed for me to reach her and I was about to grab her hand, but then I heard one voice that made me froze..."Don't die Zerin!" I heard Greg shout and I fell through the crack....