It was finally the day. I can't believe it. I'm going out with Niall.
Is it a date? Or is it just a meet up?
Ugh. What am I going to wear?
In the end, I decided to wear a simple long sleeved shirt and a pair of long jeans.
Why? I don't have the figure to wear a tight dress. I don't have beautiful skin to wear a revealing dress. So I had to wear a long sleeved shirt and jeans to cover up my scars.
When Ryan knew about the meeting with Niall, he had said yes and promised to keep it a secret from dad. He had said that I had to be home by midnight.
As I was waiting for him to fetch me, I watched a little television.
When I looked up at the clock I realised it was 7. All of a sudden, there was a knock on the door. I quickly switch off the television.
Opening the door, Niall stood there waiting for me, he was clad in a simple shirt and bermudas. He smiled upon seeing me and greeted me,"Hey."
"Hi." I smile shyly back at him.
"Ready to go?"
"Yup."
He brought me to his car and opened the door for me. I slipped in clumsily. He quickly jogged across his car and slipped into his car gracefully.
_ _ _
We had arrived at their house. The same big old house. My jaw still drops despite having seen it before. Like before, there were 4 special guys sitting on the couch. Zayn, Liam and Louis were wearing a shirt and a pair of sweats. Harry, however, was only in a pair of sweats.
I thought it was only the 2 of us... Oh well then. Hmm.
I greeted them with a hi and they greeted me like an old friend. They ran up to me and yelled my name and hugged me. I couldn't believe that I was that well liked. I had thought that they had only treated me as their fan. I had no idea that they actually like me to be with them.
Well.
I hugged them back individually and warmly. I was excited to meet them. But I had no idea what to do, I mean you don't exactly go to your idols house everyday, you know.
They let me sit down on the couch. Together with the girls, whom I greeted them warmly and shyly.
But then, Liam suggested,"Why don't we play a game of truth or dare?"
They all agreed and we sat in a circle.
It was all great until I had chosen a truth from Niall.
"Remember that day when you came over to our house and we asked you why you were crying?"
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I'm Not Ready
FanfictionSarah had been in two relationship. Both not successful. Both had left her in a slight trauma. After both of those failed relationships, she felt that she couldn't fall in love again. But then, the one and only Niall Horan appeared in her plain and...
