2 Become 1 (Nadech and Yaya)

Darkness

Why do I am hearing voices. Where am i? I want to open my eyes but am too weak. I can't move my arms, my hands, my legs... my neck.. am I paralyzed? What happened.

I'm trying to remember what happened, but this only made my head hurt.

Darkness...

Tony... i am hearing Tony... my brother?  Where are you? Stay close to me..

I heard him go away...

I am sensing someone... he is close...

I am hearing my heart beat.. is he with Tony?

He is too close, near my right ear whispering.. i heard his voice before but I can't remember him..

"I am leaving he" said, why do I feel sad? "But only for two weeks"

I want to open my mouth and hear my voice to ask who he is...

"I promise to return immediately after my meeting in Singapore." He explained.

"What do you want when i return? Tony said you like chocolates. But you can't eat that yet" he chuckles

"I'll get you something that makes me remind of you? Will that be okay?"

I feel tired...

Darkness again consumed me.

I am hearing woman's voice. She is pulling out my clothes... what are you doing? My mind screamed.

Then i feel a sponge .. my clothes was changed. She is talking to me but i can't understand her...

Darkness...

Aunt Ditas. Tony. You are here. And then i've heard that motherly voice who changed my clothes and sometimes put some lipstick on me.

I don't do lipstick.

Darkness...

I heard another voice, someone new. He sounded old. I heard him said to call him for any move...

I can't understand what they are talking about...

I don't want to be engulf in darkness anymore but its pulling me ...

My concious mind is awake. I am hearing no one. Am i alone...

Silence...

I am hearing his footsteps... does he really walk that slow?

I can feel him besides me...

"Hey" he said...

I feel him lifting my hands... and placed something that is cold. But his hands gives me warmth. I feel his lips on my hands.

I don't want him to go.. darkness...

My mind is awake..

I hear that woman's voice. She is talking.. calling my name...
Yaya she said..
I want to answer her... but I can't
Yaya, i am going to put some make up on you. Your aund Ditas will be coming over..
I want to answer her, i don't do make up...
You are really beautiful, she said but i will make you more gorgeous.. Sir Barry will like it..

Who is Barry? I wanted to ask...

What color do you want for your eyes? She asks..

I really don't do make up and tried to move my hand to say no...

I didn't hear her voice..

Then she speaks...

"Yaya, can you hear me?"

I badly want to say yes...

"If you can hear me.. move your right hand"

I did try to move... but only my fingers move..

And then she asks again... let us repeat this okay?  I want you to move your left arm to tell me you are awake...

I tried to move but only my fingers on mybleft hand move...

Then I lost her...

Darkness...

I feel the needle on my arm.

Am hearing a lot of voices...

aunt ditas... is she crying?  Why isnshe crying?

Tony, my brother is here.. and he is clapping..

I am confused...

I feel someone entered the room..

But I am to sleepy..

Darkness..