Moment of weakness - Mayans MC

Ch 16

I had the unopened test waiting in my purse. It made it feel as if the tiny bag weighed close to a hundred pounds. Opie and I were on the same page about this. No kids. It's safer that way, but now I was over a month late and the plan we had gone over so many times before might be changing.
"Karma are you ready to go? Gemma hates when we're late I don't need her barking at me again." Opie laughed walking into the bedroom to find me half dressed my hands resting on my stomach as if I would feel something move inside of me. "Karma? Baby? What's going on?" I looked at him with bloodshot eyes trying to find the words to say that we might be having a baby, but I couldn't manage to get anything other then a strange gurgle out. I reached into my purse and handed my husband the pregnancy test watching as he connected the dots. After a few minutes I was sitting in the bathroom watching the little timer tick down three minutes.

"What do we do if we're actually pregnant?" I mumble. This is the longest three minutes of my life. "We didn't want this Ope. We had a plan."

"Plans change. It's okay Karma." He pulled me into a tight hug. "If it happens to be positive then guess what then we figure it out. You would be a great mom Karma. Come on let's look together."

"It's negative." I watched as disappointment coated my husbands face maybe he was hoping for a different result but this was the one I wanted the one I needed right now. Maybe one day when we were older with our lives figured out, but not now. Not when I'm barley even 24."

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"I didn't even know you guys were having sex yet!" Wendy commented as she watched me pace the tiny bathroom.

"It's only been a few times," I admired feeling my face flush as I thought of coco and I tangled in the bed sheets. It had been a few months since I became his old lady and a few weeks since I started work back up. Things were going good, but clearly to good and this was the shoe drop my mind kept whispering was coming. "Wendy I can't look can you." I watched as my best friend walked over to the pregnancy test and flipped it over.

"I'm shocked you and Opie never had a kid." Wendy commented.

"Wasn't in our plan." A part of me regretted that now.

"Well is it in your plan with CoCo because it's positive darling. I think you two have a lot to talk about."