The Age Of Aquarius: Awakening My Emotions Through Poetry

Closure:Clarity

I think it's time that I let you go

You are of now service to me no more

Crying on the floor as I walk out the door

What more is it that you really want from me?

Is it we?

We disagree on most everything emotional

I just want you to feel comfortable in your own skin

How are we supposed to win if you can't tell me what's on your mental?

Like a dental appointment I sit here pulling teeth out of you from the comfort of your own room

I shoot you a text but you'd rather snap me the rest of your response

Your story can't be captured in those stories you post

What I want from you most is communication

But you speak in subliminals thinking I can read your mind as you believe you can mine

I have to draw the line somewhere

We are heading nowhere because you refuse to share what hurts you

You think it's me that actually hurts you

That I simply can't understand you when really you gave me no chance to

So here I stand taking a stand for my own well being

We are all human beings who inhabit this earth

For better or for worse

You must put yourself first and heal

Cus here's the deal

If you can't love yourself how in the hell you gone love somebody else?

I know she feels like heaven but the demons that dwell inside will never subside until you run them away

And you better hurry before you run her away and there's really nothing left to say because she walked away before you had anything to say

She told you not to play

You must not have taken her seriously

And if we're speaking seriously is it really her fault for leaving?

You locked your heart in a vault and threw away the key

She can't see what you see

What more do you need without giving up your greed?

I pleaded for what you provided

This love is solely one-sided

Unrequired

It's not quite like I imagined it would be

I planted the seed but you never cared to nourish me

You never cared to flourish me and I will not wait for you

It's too late to take me on a date with you

Maybe it wasn't fate for you to meet me at this point

Maybe it was the joint that lit a fire in your soul

Or the way that I anoint you as I slide down the pole

There's just something about me that makes you feel whole yet to me you never told

It just got old and tired

And I got tired of trying to make you feel young again

I will not play pretend and act like I don't deserve better

It's better we leave things where we left off

Speak soft and walk light

You will one day see the light in the plight taking flight

It's alright

There is no right or wrong

Only a song to sing in hopes of what joy tomorrow may bring