Condescending
Insecure
I'm not sure you know who you're fucking with
I'm not the girl to play those types of mind games with
But if it's games you want to play be prepared to be betrayed by this brain and this beauty
I'm more than just a nice booty
I know sometimes I can be moody
Take you to court like Judge Judy
Then give you a taste of this fruity lip gloss
No I don't mean to floss
But I won't ever take a loss in no man
I got bigger plans that involve me and my success
And I see you're distressed by my personality
I told you not to take it personally but personally speaking I am the reason that I am here today
I did not come to play when it comes to me and mine
I'll be just fine without you boo
This attitude rude but this future brighter than the sun
You can't rain on my parade son
Cus I am the one who puts the stars in the sky
And I am the one you will come back to and wonder why you didn't try harder
Act tough like a baller
Shot caller
Late nights when you call her wishing she'd pick back up and you'd pick right back up where you left off
Oh now you want to act soft?
Did you forget she told you to fuck all the way off?
It's your loss
You pushed away a forgiving girl in an unforgiving world
You will never find another like her
Cus despite her tough exterior lies beneath a heart of gold
She doesn't quite fit the mold her heart can't be sold
Or bought for that matter
Now you're frantic mad hatter
In a panic it don't matter
She's not flattered by your sad eyes
She sees right through your disguise and the lies you hide behind as purity
You shed nothing but insecurities
Expecting me to be your security and punching bag all in one
I really do mean it this time I'm done
After all that you've done your luck finally ran done and dry
It's finally time to say goodbye
I've finally pried myself of your ties
I tried
And look ma I made it out alive
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The Age Of Aquarius: Awakening My Emotions Through Poetry
PoetryThis is a collection of pieces that tell the story of how I came to embrace ALL of my emotions through poetry and discover my true authentic self. It's based in core human emotions as well as influenced by the stages of grief as I grieve the death o...