Daily dose of mental health
Sometimes I feel like giving up and leaving every shit behind. But then I realise that a lot of people are just waiting for me to give up so that they can laugh about how weak I was. And the obsession of proving them wrong makes me go each day.
That day I went shopping with Audrey I got some useful stuff.
Clothing, under ware and stationery.
I was studying at full speed, completing daily works daily and also investigating.
A good deal of points were added to the little notebook under my bed. I realised in my first week that my idea of getting out of this place was impossible.
But I can't also let go of the responsibility that the team had trusted me with, they're probably still looking for me. They were probably still searching the depth of the matter.
And here I was kidnapped and in vacation.
Damn! It is good to be kidnapped.
Nothing like they show on TV and stuff.
Sitting on the dining room table with my book open I was glancing through it after the dream last night I was feeling beyond weird.
Audrey left for her place after dropping me in the estates and I was on my own since then Emma had almost vanished, since I saw her on breakfast this morning. Penny was somewhere around the house and honestly, I was bored.
But I've been bored for a long long time.
I hear the chair scraping against the tiled floor only to see Alessander or Hades take a seat at the head of the table. He was wearing a plain white shirt today with a pair of black slacks and tie hanging lose on either side of his neck.
Hot!
He keeps silent as he works on his laptop. I mind my business as I keep stealing glances toward him every second, just to see the way his muscle move under the material of his white shirt as he presses the keys on his laptop, typing out.
I think I am fangirling too much. It's creepy.
I sigh as I take notes in the little sticky note pad I got yesterday.
"Have you seen Emma?" He asks, his voice a bit off, like he's been smoking.
I hate the whole idea of smoking cigars or whatever, but the way his voice sounds after he has a bit later f nicotine smoke in his lungs, I think it's sexy. And him puffing out smoke.
I imagine that'd be definitely sexy.
"Uh-huh." I say. "Not since breakfast."
He cursed under his breath. "I have a lunch meeting, can you tell her, I won't be here for lunch?" He asks.
"Uh...okay." I mumble.
He nods as goes back to doing his work.
A moment later the Sim guy comes into the kitchen, muttering something in Italian to Hades and handing him over a brown envelope.
He thanks him before returning his attention back to the computer screen. Out of the corner of my eyes I catch Hades pulling out a thin stack of stapled papers from the envelope.
I wonder what that holds.
"Keep your eyes to your book, Lucia." Hades says putting the papers back into the envelope.
I snort at his behaviour and go back to my work.
Asshole!
Both the guy leaves conversing in Italian.
Emma comes a little bit later with Sim following her. She hands him something from top cabinet and he lingers in the room for a bit. Every now and then hair eyes would flicker down at my t-shirt clad chest and a weird look would cross over his features, making me shiver, but not in a good way.
"What else do you want, Sim?" Emma asked, her voice strong.
"Nothing. I'll leave." He says with a bit of smirk. But it's creepy.
I cringe internally.
Emma sits next me as she asks. "How is college?"
"Cool." I grin.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah." I say. "Hades said he won't be here for lunch as he has a meeting or something."
"Oh?" She says. "Let's order take outs then, eh? I don't want to cook." She says.
"Japanese?" I ask.
"Yup." She grins.
"When is Ben gonna be back?" I ask taking bites of the Soba noodle.
"Uh...he said sometimes around this month." Emma shrugs. "I think it did him good ter be in Italy, he took like a little vacay."
"Oh." I say.
That means the technical safety of the De'Marco family estate is week since Ben is out of the country?
I'ma add it to the points.
And before Ben returns I have to figure someway to give some information to the team.
After lunch I take a little nap and wake up almost around the evening, I was all sticky and sweaty from sleeping in with the heater in and covers pulled up to head.
Damn! I need to consider my body heat.
I take a quick shower and get dressed in a shirt and my new pair of undies as I walk out of the room in search of some long over due snacks.
But I wish I had never walked into the kitchen. I squeal as soon as I see what I did running out of the room.
Hades was naked from his waist up, the girl from yesterday between his legs, without a shred of clothing on her body perched up on then kitchen island. Her mouth engulfed in his, as his hands cups her breasts.
I run and slam head fast into Emma. "Whoa, what are you up to?"
"In the kitchen." I blush from the scene I had seen. "Hades and the girl. Sex." I cringe.
"Oh?" She cringes. "They just don't pay heed, do they?"
I shrug. "I was looking for something to eat and I go walk into them naked in the kitchen island, doing...that."
"C'mon." She shakes her head. "I'll get you some biscuits."
I walk with her to the parlor and she gives me a couple of biscuits in a small bowl with some dried sweetened shredded coconut.
I thank her walking back to my room, but as I sit on the bed, my appetite vanishes. All o can see is Hades's back muscle, the tattoo between his shoulder blades, his mouth working against the girl's, his arms flexing around her breasts and controlling her body.
Thinking about the way his body works, sends a shiver down my spine. A good one, the one makes me want to crave pleasure.
I shuffle my legs and close them tightly, preventing the moisture trickling down my thighs.
[A|N]
So I got a three day long holiday, and I'm gonna get on with the real stuff soon. I think I am gonna put a warning on the summery saying chapter 01-10 extremely XXX rated boring.
Question of the chapter
Going bald for a week OR Going limb-less for a day?
-November
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