The Don's Sweetener [18+]

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Daily dose of mental health:

All the ugly things you say
Come and say 'em to my face.

-Little Mix.

Waking up I was warmer then usual.

I wasn't a big fan of being warm when I slept, I liked the cool air all over me which often lead me sleeping without sheets.

But it was unusually warm and cozy. I moved a big shoving the unfamiliar sheets away from me.

My fist shock came as I opened my eyes. The room was highly unfamiliar  with a black and grey setting in the wall. The bed sheets were black and grey shaded. The furniture's were to the match even the doors that lead to the bathroom and closet.

A huge plasma TV was hung at the frontal wall.

I looked around. A lump played beside me in the bed.

My first reaction was to scream.

I didn't.

It was Hades. His hair sticking out in every possible direction, face squashed with the pillow and muscle relaxed.

Memories from last night floods back to my head.

The good ones come first. Hades carrying me to the room, him holding me while I cried, Rosa brushing my hair, Miri feeding me, and then Hades bathing me on the tub when I was too dazed from the nightmare.

Then cokes the bad ones soaring from deep within.

If I could I would box them up in a huge box and shove it deep somewhere inside my head where I couldn't even find it. Even if I wanted to.

And I am sure, I never wanted to.

The thought and experience made me shiver within my skin.

It was disgusting.

I felt dirty and disgusted.

Hades had his lips slightly parted and arms around the pillow, laying on his front.

He looked good. Almost angelic.

The tattoo between his shoulder blades was something like "INFERNO" written in bold font.

There was also a tribal pattern of ink visible around his lower was it curling it's way down to his  front and disappearing inside the material of his sweats.

I sighed and rolled on to the other side.

It was the window side, the heavy blinds were still drawn and specks of sunlight entered the room.

A dog barked loudly making me jump and then there was loud knocking on the door followed by barks.

Instantly thoughts of penny came into my head. I haven't seen her in almost forever.