The Don's Sweetener [18+]

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Daily dose of mental health:

They call themselves my friend but when I am alone, crying wailing and breaking ,there is nobody and they are probably at some party laughing about 'how naive and show stupid, how small, how immature I am' Good friends they are. Absolute brilliant friends they are.

Such friends shouldn't be even called enemies. For they are devil's friend only to ruin your life.

"You should really consider doing something." Mir said placing a hand on my shoulder.

I stayed quite.

"Luce...you should really stop doing what you're doing. It's unhealthy and depressing. You're not letting yourself be happy and cool. Why are you devastating yourself?" She asked.

Like before I ignored her and kept my eyes trained on the plate.

I heard, the chair scrape against the floor and Miri take a seat beside me. "Luce, I know it hurts alright? I know you feel that nobody is getting you but I am, I know what you're going through but if you keep behaving like everything is over, everything just might me, honey."

I look up at her. She's looking st me with sympathy and care.

"You need to get up for yourself." She says."You need to keep yourself good and healthy for when he comes back, he finds you just as he left you, Lucy." She says softly.

"He's not gone forever." She whispers.

"He might be." I whisper back lowly. "Everything feels so empty and every trace of him...it's like vanishing, blowing away and...and I can't hold it back. Everything is slipping away."

"Lucia." Miri sighs. "You're sad. You're heart broken but you didn't have that much time with him to be devastated like that. What you and Aless had was so short lived and I can't figure out why are you so sad cause you barely knew him." Miri says with a frown and her words almost make me choke.

I bite my lower lip and look at her.

She appears to look apologetic as I shake my head getting up from my chair and walking out.

"Lucia, wait." She yelled.

I don't wait as a matter of fact.

I ran up the stairs and into Hades's room, closing the door and locking it behind me.

So short lived. Barely knew him.

I did barely knew him.

It was short lived.

Can't people fall in love in a short time?

Is it so wrong to fall in love.

Tears rim my eyes as I roughly wipe them away scanning the room.

I walk over to the dresser and take the cologne he used and spray a puff on the room.

His smell drifts, a nature dominated smell with a hint of spice.