The Beast Inside Me

The End?!!

A year had passed since, well everything. My life finally went back to normal, no more fighting evil beasts or any more trouble from goddesses. I was done with college so I finally moved out of my mom's place and rented my little apartment that I share with Jullian and Harmonia (I know crazy right?!). Harmonia was quite a lot to take care of, she still had trouble getting used to the "earthling way" according to her. I know you're probably curious about what happened to Joan and Rebecca, well I first of all explained all that had happened, yep, everything, and in detail, it was such a drag! They were pretty much overwhelmed and I mean, anybody in their position would be overwhelmed too, I think the scariest part for them would be fitting in, they weren't used to environment at all and especially the technology, I think this was a lot harder on Rebecca. Luckily, I was there to help, and trust me it took so long! I had to teach them to use phones, teach them slangs, teach them the right way to dress and you know? All that stuff. It took quite a while but it finally worked out and I let them go live their lives.

Sophie got buried a few days after she died, a lot of students still couldn't get over it, especially people who knew her. It was also really hard, having to lie to all our friends about what really happened to her, it broke my heart and for some reason it felt like she didn't get the justice she deserved. I still couldn't believe how long she was able to keep who she really was from me, it made me sad sometimes, I know it was really hard for me but I also thought about how hard it must have been for her, realizing that you have to kill your best friend. I know Sophie never hated me, even though she tried to kill me on several occasions, she was just a slave to that tricky bastard! To be honest I really don't wanna talk about him, in case you guys thought I didn't hate him anymore, WELL YOU'RE WRONG! I'll still hate him no matter what okay?! It's just incredible at how he's so good at manipulating people, I hate him for ruining Sophie's life, and for taking her life as well, I'm just imagining how amazing Sophie's life would have been if he wasn't in it, a sweet girl like her, everybody would love her. I just wish, I had known a long time ago, maybe, just maybe I could have saved her. I was sad Sophie had left my life, but well, at least I still had Lauren (that air head ) ah! I love that kid! She's just completely oblivious of pretty much everything, and I can't get enough of how often she says like, I MEAN THAT GIRL CANNOT MAKE A SINGLE SENTENCE WITHOUT USING THE WORD LIKE! Well, after college she also moved out of her parent's place and I heard she's living with her boyfriend now, well, wish her all the luck in the world! We stayed in touch after graduation but I guess everyone has their own life to live now, so things might never be the same again, it's really crazy how everything just changes after college.

Hmm, what else is there to tell you?.. Oh yeah, if you're wondering what happened to the people at The Basketball after Jullian did his little freaky ice trick or whatever you want to call it, well Miranda did a memory erasing spell and Jullian unfroze them (ha! Unfroze, fun word to say am I right?). So that way nobody knew what happened and nobody posted anything and no word got out. Oh, and Lance, that little idiot, well we still stayed the bestest of friends (don't judge me cos I said bestest!), well, I can't really tell you what he's up to cos I have no clue! He's kinda always on the move and to be honest I have no idea what the future has in store for him, hope he's alright though. Also, I know you're probably thinking about Jullian and I, well we good, I already mentioned before that we live together. We've gotten a lot stronger as a couple, hopefully soon enough he might actually put a ring on it! Living together is totally worth it, but the only problem is Harmonia! Anytime we want some "alone time" (wink) Harmonia always comes barging in asking some silly question like "how do I take a picture again? I forgot" or "what does lmao mean?" and then when she sees us she'll be like "Oh, sorry, am I interrupting something?" and in my mind I'm like "OF COURSE YOU'RE INTERRUPTING SOMETHING ARE YOU BLIND?!" And also, yep! This chick is still a beast! It's so cool that I have complete control over it now.

Sometimes I look back and I wonder "Wow", it's just really crazy, all that's happened, sometimes I just think it's one of those really long dreams that are stupidly realistic, I mean we've all had those but no, it's not a dream, it's my reality. I still can't believe how I survived all of it, it's made me truly believe that anything is possible, it's not just one of those inspirational quotes they tell us to make us hardworking or good kids. Anything is possible, and now look at it, they are so many times I wanted to give up but if I had, I wouldn't even be able to write this amazing story for you. If there's one thing that kept me going it was my courage, my bravery, that voice in my head telling me to push on even though there was another voice telling me to give up. There were so many times I wanted to kill myself, I thought maybe it would be better to just end it rather than go through any more pain, but now I'm so glad I didn't cos now I have an amazing life and I wouldn't trade anything for it. I know sometimes life is tough, but no matter what you have to keep pushing on, it's your life, and it's only you who gets to decides what it's gonna be like, take the bull by its horns!! I hope my story has been able to inspire people, I really do. Everyone has something they wished they could get rid of (in my case a beast), I mean I know how much I wanted to get rid of my beast side, I hated it! but eventually I got used to it and now I'm so happy I have it. Look, my point is whatever it is that you hate about yourself or that you think people would hate about you, don't think of it as a curse, just think of it as what makes you unique! Everyone is unique in their own way so don't hate yourself okay? Embrace it! You weren't born to impress other people. Well, I don't know if this is a great ending though, but anyways, this whole story is just about being brave and yes of course, The Beast inside Me. See ya!

THE END...

I might have said the end, but we both know all the crazy is never going to end in Dreamland........

Wow, can't believe it's actually over, I need a manicure ASAP! All this typing been making my hands numb.

Me: Wow, Mara was definitely a fun character to create.

Mara: What do you mean fun character to create?!

Me: Wait? Mara?!

Mara: No, it's Pinocchio, of course it's me!

Me: Ha! That joke was in the book

Mara: As I was saying, so what do you think I am just some imaginary made up character huh?!

Me: Well.... Technically..

Mara: Excuse me?!😠

Me: Well, I mean yeah, I did create you, so...

Mara: Now that's just rude!

Me: How?!

Mara: Just shut up okay?!

Me: Hey! Don't give me that tone! I created you so I'm also capable of destroying you!

Mara: Whoa, chill!

Me: whatever!

Mara: Screw this! I'm letting you make a book about my life don't I get paid or something?!

Me: Um...😐I like literally made up your entire life....

Mara: Ouch

Me: Ugh! I've had enough of this! Get back in the book! (Shoves her head back into the laptop screen)

Mara: NOOOO!

Me: (Sighs)

Well, guys, there you have it, The Beast Inside Me, hope you enjoyed it! I love you guys so much😘, I wouldn't have come this far without you, your reads kept on motivating me to keep writing, I truly can't say thank you enough🤧. I think I'll write one more chapter as, well, me I guess, I just want to really express myself. Thanks again, bye!