I don't know why I get so high
Wake up tomorrow and my whole day has gone byDoing what the fuck I feel likeWill someone tell me is this real life?Last night was a movieI swear last night was a movie
G-Eazy POV
As i sit down to eat, i look at the table. All alone i am sitting and eating my food. No parents, no sibling, no love...just nothing. Letting Lisa go was the hardest thing i have ever done. Why in the hell did i do that? I want her to be happy with someone else. I was so selfish in that moment when i made that decision for her. Fuck this! As i take my keys and drive to her house.
Lisa POV
As i eat my breakfast that my amazing assistant just made for me, i hear a knock on my door. Geez u have been my assistant for over 4 years now you don't have to knock. It is open i say. I was just about to bite into my waffle when i saw him standing before me... in his pajamas? Gerald i whisper softly. What are you doing here? Is everything alright? He looks at me, he is smiling... oh god does he know i am pregnant? Is everything okay Gerald, you are here in your pajamas? i ask him.
G-Eazy POV
Before you say anything Lis, just hear me out. And yes i am in my pajamas. Sorry for that. I was eating my breakfast just now. I am sorry to just come here. I just took my phone and keys and hurried as fast as i can to you. I haven't even eaten something yet... i just had to do this now or never. I am a really crazy person. You already know that. I have hurt you in so many ways that i feel really shit about every single day when i wake up. And i thought that if i stop seeing you and everything, you would not feel so bad every time you saw me. But then again i realized again i was being selfish for choosing options for you rather than you making the decision yourself. It was the hardest thing i ever had to do. Leaving you behind. I don't want to do that...ever. I want you by my side every day and every time. I am clean now. I don't even want to taste alcohol. I am disgusted by it. You made me realize, that the most important things in live should be lived not being high or anything. I cannot live without you Lisa. I am going crazy everyday. I want you. All of you. And i want to give you all of myself. I want to be with you Lisa Snow... i want to marry you... i want to have pets with you... i want to have children with you...i want it all with you. Will you please think about it?
Lisa POV
Gerald... i am speechless...I...oh Gerald..
G-Eazy POV
No Lisa. I am sorry to just unload this on you in just minutes so please take your time. I can wait. I can wait a lifetime for you. Sorry about my phone. It is Matt. I left the house open and everything...he and security must be going crazy on not finding me. Do you mind if i just tell him i am here? No it's alright. Hey Matt i am really busy with something important here. I am at Lisa's house. Already know? Know what? I was in a light shock when he just told me. I just turned of the mobile. Did you tell him you are here? she asks me. Lisa.... i could barely speak out her name...Lisa you are pregnant?
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