You (Jhobea)

Chapter 40

JHO

I wasn't able to make it to practice that day. Ayaw akong pakawalan ni Bea. Pumayag nalang din ako kasi napagod ako sobra.

For the first time in two months nakita ko ang mga ngiti ni Beatriz ko. Masaya ako dahil may pagkaassumera tong si Beatriz hindi na ako nahirapan talaga.

In the last two months walang araw na ginusto ko siyang makita pero I always second guess myself kasi baka she is over me and baka may bago na siya or maybe mas gusto niyang single at puro flings nalang.

My heart cant contain the joy that I feel right now. Andito siya sa tabi ko mahimbing natutulog at ang maamo niyang mukha ay malaya kung napagmamasdan ng hindi natatakot na baka magising siya at magalit sa akin.

I lay down beside her careful not to wake her up and as if on cue her arm hugs me like its the most natural thing in the world. Her eyes are still close but I know shes awake.

I look at her face memorizing every detail. I snuggle closer and give her light kisses on her forehead, her nose and her lips. Lingering a little longer each time.

"I love you Beatriz." I softly whisper to her ear as I kiss her lips again with each more passionate and intoxicating that the previous.

She responds to my kisses in equal passion drowning me deeper and deeper. In one swift motion she was on top of me. She pauses for a second to look at my face.

"I love you so much Jhoana. Thank you for not giving up on us." She gives me the sweetest smile and crashes her lips on mine.

Before I could even process what was happening her hand was already inside my shirt which is the only item of clothing Im wearing because of the love making we did earlier.

My hands land on her back tugging her shirt urging her to remove it. She does so in no time and then removes my shirt as well. She throws it somewhere the room and gives me a playful smile as if telling me that its about to go down.

She lowers herself to my neck, my collarbone and the next thing I knew she was sucking my breast while cupping the other. I could not contain myself. Bea is giving me all kinds of sensations with what she is doing.

I arched my back to give her more access as she continues to pleasure me.

"B-Bea... oh.. my..God.. dont stop.." I could not contain myself as she draw circles around my nipple with her tongue.

She trailed wet kisses on my stomach slowly positioning herself between my legs. She gave me one last look before she lowered her head in between my legs as she licks my womanhood.

Her actions sent shivers to my spine and all I could do is arch my back and grasp the sheets savoring every sensation and pleasure Beatriz is giving me.

She continues to pleasure me with increasing intensity doing wonders with her tongue as I near my release.

And when I came she held me close to her and whispered I love yours and sweet nothings as I came down from the high she made me feel.

(Yan lang talang kaya kong spg)

With eyes closed, I rest my head on Bea's chest listening to her heartbeat feeling the rise and fall of her chest.

Walang nagsasalita samin. Comfortable silence. Parang pinefeel lang namin yung moment.

Naramdaman kong gumalaw siya so I adjust my position to let her move.

"Is it too soon to give you this?" I opened my eyes to see a box na may lamang singsing sa loob. Our wedding rings to be exact.

Bumangon ako para humarap sa kanya habang inaayos ang kumot na tanging nakatabon sa katawan namin.

"You kept it all this time?"  Mejo napataas ang boses ko because I was surprised that our rings still exist. Hindi niya tinapon or whatever.

Tumango lang siya trying pero hindi na nagsalita. Siguro iniisip niya na ayaw ko.

Kinuha ko yung singsing na para sa kanya.

"I never really got to do this kasi hindi pa tayo magkasundo that time but I want to make it up to you and also give you a promise."

Kinuha ko yung kamay niya at dahan dahang sinuot yung singsing.

"Take this ring as a sign of my love and faithfulness. I commit to you my heart and soul, Beatriz. Kasama ng pagsuot ko ng singsing na ito ay ang pangako na hinding hindi na kita iiwan kahit anong mangyari. I promise to love you, all of you, accepting your flaws and imperfections as you have accepted mine. I promised to be with you in sickness and in health, in happiness and in sorrow, for richer or for poorer in all the days of my life. And I promise to love Ben as my own."

Tuloyan kong isinuot ang singsing sa kanya. Pinunasan ko ang mga luha niya at hinalikan ang mga labi niya.

"Please stop crying love. Im here. I love you."

I hugged her really tight. Hinayaan ko muna siyang tumahan. Nung okay na siya. Kinuha naman niya yung ring na para sa akin. Sinuot niya yun sa kamay ko.

"Jhoana Louisse, I love you." She smiled and my heart melted.

" Take this ring as a sign of my love and loyalty. I promise to always be there for you and to love you even at your worst days. I promise to extend my patience and understanding especially in times that you need it most. I promise to love you through the good, the bad and the ugly until we are old and gray. You are my home and I will always comeback to you no matter what."

We shared a short, sweet kiss. Pinunasan namin ang mga luha ng isat isa. Niyakap ako ni Beatriz at sinuklian ko din ang mga yakap niya.

I am home.

In the last few years I have not felt this warmth and feeling of contentment. I have found my home in Beatriz and I know that whatever happens kakayanin ko as long as she is with me.

Kung dati ako yung unang sumoko, ngayon ako naman ang lalaban para sa aming dalawa ni Beatriz. She deserves all the love and care in the world.

Abot langit ang saya ko na nabigyan ulit kami ng second chance.

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Short chapter.

Sorry guys wala na talaga akong maisulat eh.

Bawi nalang sa next chapter.

Pinapangako kong hindi ko sasayangin ang pagkakataon binigay sa atin.