Restless thoughts

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"Diamond you need your sleep" said Angel as she walked into the room. I just sat there staring at Jordan with my knees tucked into my chest.
Angels POV
It's been 5 days since Jordan has been in a coma and there is still no progress and I can tell it's making Diamond crazy. She hasn't spoken to anyone since yesterday. She just sits in the chair all day and stares at nothing but him. She doesn't sleep she doesn't eat and she doesn't talk. The doctors keep asking her to do a check up after what happened but she refuses to. She still didn't tell me what happened and I'm getting worried about her. Especially how I heard how she was fucked up before I met her and was in deep depression I'm scared that it's happening again. I stood next to her and she didn't acknowledge me. I sighed and put a bag of McDonald's in the chair next to her I knew she wasn't going to eat it but it was worth a try. I left the room and called pg. Although shit is hella awkward between is this isn't about us it's about Diamond. "Hello look pg I need you Diamond is not okay" I said when he picked up. "Okay I'll be there in a few." He said then ended the call. I went over to the opposite side of the hospital to check on Teyanna. Even though I don't know her I know she was Diamond's bestfriend and maybe she will be able to make her feel better. "Hello how can I help you" said the receptionist at the mental health unit. "Hey I'm a friend of Teyanna I just want to know how she's doing" I said. "Oh Teyanna well erm your not family so I can't reveal too much but she is still under watch and being taken care of" she said. "So she can't do visits or come out by any chance." I asked. "I'm afraid not doctors orders" she said. I sighed and walked away.
Diamond's POV
Flashback
"Hey baby why are you crying" said my mother as she found me in the juice isle in Target. "I couldn't find you" I said sniffing. "Oh baby I was right there you didn't have to cry" she said lifting me into her arms. "I thought I was going to lose you forever" I said rubbing my eyes. "Princess you'll never lose me imma be with you forever I promise" she said kissing the top of my head.
Flashback ends
I spent all day everyday thinking about my past. Depression was really hitting me right now and I don't even know how to act. I keep sitting here waiting for Jordan to come back to me. But there had been no progress. No movement nothing. I got up and stood over him. I grabbed his hand and kissed it. "Jordan baby I'm tired of waiting please come back to me I need you more then ever" I said and a tear rolled down my face. I waiting a few seconds thinking he would respond or grip my hand but nothing. I sighed kissed him on the head and sat down again. There was two knocks on the door followed by it opening. It was the nurse and Jordan's mother. "Hi were just here to do a checkup on Jordan" she said all smiles but I don't know how she could smile at I time like this. I nodded and she walked over to the other side of the bed. She was doing a regular checkup but I was anxious. "Okay all done I'll get out of your way now" she said and started to move towards the door. "Wait is he okay" I said getting up. "Yes everything is normal" she said. "But it isn't though. You think him laying in this hospital bed not being able to talk or move is normal. He isn't okay and neither am I so please get one of your doctors to bring my boyfriend back" I shouted as tears ran down my face. "Bring my boyfriend back please" I said and I dropped to the ground in tears. "Diamond it's okay calm down" said Zoe as she crouched down next to me on the floor. "I'm sorry nurse you can go now thank you" she said. "It's okay I'm really sorry about everything I know things have been hard for you and your family we are doing all that we can" she said and she left. Zoe held my head to her chest and rocked me how my mother used to. "Shhhh it's going to be okay" she said as she rocked me.
Pg's POV
I got to the hospital and was about to enter the room when I saw a nurse coming out. "Hey I'm here to visit Jordan" I said. "Everything's fine but I advise you don't go in there Jordan's girlfriend Diamond I think her name is, is feeling really emotional right now you can go in but I just want you to be careful of what you say" she said and she walked away. I opened the door slightly and saw Diamond crying on the floor with Jordan's mom holding her. Oh my gosh what has happened to Diamond she's really going through a lot right now. More then anyone over ever met. We all have to our problems but Diamond has it 10 times harder. I decided to leave the room and I sat outside thinking of how I could help. I saw Angel walking towards me with a cup of coffee. She paused when she noticed me. "Oh I'm sorry I was just" she said trying to turn around and leave. "No Angel you can stay" I said grabbing her arm. She nodded and sat in the seat next to me. It was silent for a few minutes then she said. "You should probably see Teyanna". "Huh" I said confused. "Diamond told me that you too were in love and everything and I know you haven't seen her and you should" she said not making eye contact. "Are you sure that's okay with you" I said looking at the side of her face. She sighed. "Please don't do that" she said. "Do what" I asked. "Act as if we are anything" she said looking sad. I was going to say something but I didn't and I walked away.
To be continued..
Sorry for the boring chapter in just taking a break from the madness leading to the big finale.

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