Diamond had a fucked up childhood which turned her into a thug. She starts falling for a boy but he doesn't know how fucked up she is and neither does she. With no parents to rely on she has to make it on her own not knowing who to trust. When the p...
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Diamond's POV I woke up feeling happy. I looked at Jordan with so much love in my eyes. I felt like we went away for a while and he was soon coming back to me. "Hey baby it's me Diamond I miss you so much I can't wait for you to come back to me I love you forever" I said kissing his forehead. I left the room to go get some hospital breakfast. I was making myself a cup of coffee when I overheard two nurses talking. It was obvious they didn't know I was standing there. "I just feel so bad for her especially since her boyfriend probably won't make it and after all she's been threw all that loss" one of them said sipping her coffee. What are they talking about. "What do you mean he won't make it" the second one said. "Didn't you hear... the doctor was running tests on him and going over the results last night there's a very very low chance he will break out of the coma he would need like a miracle I feel sorry for whoever has the break the news to Diamond".
My. Heart. Skipped. A . Beat.
Out of everything I've heard and experienced the last couple of weeks this one stung the most. Jordan is the only thing I have left and now your telling me he won't come back to me. All the lies all the doctors smiling in my face saying everything was going to be okay and they go home to there families to live there happy lives whilst I sit in a hospital chair staring at my lifeless boyfriend crying myself to sleep every night.
I started to breath heavily and I could feel myself having another panic attack but this time worse. I started screaming at the top of my lungs and crying heavily. The nurses looked at me feeling very guilty. People ran up to me and I dropped myself on the ground in tears. "Hey are you okay someone call a doctor" a woman said. Soon I couldn't hear no more all I could hear was silence. I picked myself up and walked away from everyone else and out of the building. I was no longer crying I was tired of that I went from a girl who never shed a tear to a girl that shouldn't stop crying. Now all I felt was numb.
Teyanna's POV I just got out the hospital for the first time. I smiled to myself I was so happy to finally be free this was probably the best day of my life. Yesterday after Diamond left I got another visit from Angel I knew her from High school but we was never close but I guess her and Diamond are close now which is weird for me I don't even know where we stand I don't blame her for what happened because I got myself involved with Dequan. I hope she doesn't hate my about what happened with my twin because I didn't even know I had one until all of this. And soon I need to fly out and have a serious conversation about my parents they are the real people to blame. Angel told me to meet her after I got realised outside the hospital building . I was waiting for her to come then I saw Pg from far.
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I felt my stomach flutter when I saw him. I wanted to run and hug him but I wanted to run and hide at the same time. He was coming closer and he was looking down at his phone so I know he hadn't noticed me. I quickly turned around to walk away. "Teyanna" I heard him say he was right behind me now. I turned around slowly my heart pounding. I didn't know what to say and I know he didn't either. Suddenly he just hugged me and I stayed in his arms where I felt safest. Angel's POV I did what I did on purpose. I knew that if I was going to have this baby with him he needed to get this off his chest. I stood from far and watched them as they hugged. I had a small feeling that I made a huge mistake but I shrugged it off because I knew it was the right thing to do especially since I asked Teyanna to stay with me and Diamond. My phone started to ring and it was the hospital. "Hello" I said nervously as I put the phone against my ear. "Hi this is Doctor Williams from the hospital your friend is staying at" he said. "Yes is he okay is there a problem" I said. "He's fine but I'm sorry to say there has been a little misunderstanding with Diamond" he started.
Diamond's POV I decided to go to Bronx river to clear my thoughts. I walked by the playground my Mom used to bring me to when we went to the Bronx. Flashback (5 years old) "Higher higher" I screamed with a big smile on my face as my mom pushed me on the swings. "Are you sure" she said. "Yes yes higher higher" I said. "Okay hold on tight" she said as she pushed me higher. I screamed with laughter and excitement as the swing went back and forth. "Okay baby we must go now" she said stopping the swings. "No mommy please I don't wanna leave yet" I said sticking out my bottom lip. "We have to baby it's getting late but we'll come back soon okay" she said hugging me and kissing me on the top of my head. "Okay" I said smelling her perfume. "I love you Princess" she said. "I love you too mama". Flashback ends My phone was blowing up so I turned it off. I thought more deeply about my mom. I loved and missed her so fucking much. Especially at times like this when I feel so lost and don't know what to do. I kept feeling like I did her wrong it was all my fault that Bd killed her and I know that. It seems like I keep doing people wrong. And now Jordan is going to pass away because of my crazy life. Not only have I been in pain but I've been bringing pain to everyone around me. Teyanna's POV Out of no where I saw Angel running towards us and I was so confused and I could tell Pg was too. I was about to say something but she said. "Diamond needs us she thought Jordan was going to die and she ran off somewhere". Back at the hospital "Can I have a look at the results again please"the doctor said. The nurse put up a scan of Jordan's brain and some documents on the table. The doctor looked between them. "Oh no this ain't good" he said shaking his head. "Call Diamong please we need to inform her of her boyfriends conditions" he said and the nurse did just that. Diamond's POV I turned my phone on for a quick second and I saw a call from the hospital I picked it up my hand trembling. "Hello is this Diamond J speaking" he said. "Yes" I said. "This is Dr Stevens from North central hospital I have some bad news about your boyfriend Jordan Hill I'm afraid his brain activity has stopped and it's very unlikely that he will break out of this coma I'm so sorry to tell you" he said. I dropped my phone on the floor. I had heard this earlier but deep down I wanted it to be a misunderstanding I wanted it to be some nurses gossip but it was true. And this is all my fault. Play music I walked up to the bridge and looked down at the water below me. I closed my eyes. This was all my fault maybe the world would be better off without me. I grabbed some rocks from the ground and put them in my pocket. I sat on the edge of the bridge with million thoughts running threw my brain. I've never felt so much pain in my life and I couldn't take it anymore. Let the music play (don't read on yet) I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on. (Start reading) 'Do it just jump' a voice in my head said. My mom died because of me.
Teyanna got kidnapped because of me.
Miya's brother got locked up because of me.
Many people died because of me.
Jordan dies because of me
I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on. I don't feel the same I'm so numb
I shook my head and a tear ran down my face. I wiped it took a deep breath and jumped.
Back at the Hospital "Doctor Doctor we have amazing news Jordan Hill has just broke out from his coma."
