I was asked once in an interview to put an adjective to my name.
The one I thought was the most appropriate.
I said: thoughtful.
And, I know
I know, that's a noun but I couldn't think of anything more fitting given the fact that I even over think my over thinking.
The irony.
So, I said: thoughtful.
While, I could have said anything else,
I could have said beautiful,
But, I watched a candid video of me yesterday,
I looked like a boiled potato.
I could have said kind,
But, I am secretly a very sly bitch
I could have said calm,
But, everyone knows about my obsession with Harry Potter, Sabrina Benaim and BTS.
I could have said loveable,
But, like my Senpai Benaim
I think,
Everybody loves me
But, nobody is IN love with me.
I could have said brave,
But, I am afraid of keeping my opinions.
I could have said brave,
But, I am afraid of what you would say if you knew who I really am.
I could have said brave,
But, I am terrified of disappointing people.
I wanted to say brave but I was afraid I wasn't good enough for it.
And you know,
I could have said anything else, anything,
And it would be a lie.
So when I was asked to put an adjective to my name in that interview,
I thought too hard and
And said: thoughtful,
I said thoughtful
but atleast I still got the job.
