Thinking out loud not really like Ed Sheeran though

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I was asked once in an interview to put an adjective to my name.

The one I thought was the most appropriate.

I said: thoughtful.

And, I know

I know, that's a noun but I couldn't think of anything more fitting given the fact that I even over think my over thinking.

The irony.

So, I said: thoughtful.

While, I could have said anything else,

I could have said beautiful,

But, I watched a candid video of me yesterday,

I looked like a boiled potato.

I could have said kind,

But, I am secretly a very sly bitch

I could have said calm,

But, everyone knows about my obsession with Harry Potter, Sabrina Benaim and BTS.

I could have said loveable,

But, like my Senpai Benaim

I think,

Everybody loves me

But, nobody is IN love with me.

I could have said brave,

But, I am afraid of keeping my opinions.

I could have said brave,

But, I am afraid of what you would say if you knew who I really am.

I could have said brave,

But, I am terrified of disappointing people.

I wanted to say brave but I was afraid I wasn't good enough for it.

And you know,

I could have said anything else, anything,

And it would be a lie.

So when I was asked to put an adjective to my name in that interview,

I thought too hard and

And said: thoughtful,

I said thoughtful

 but atleast I still got the job.

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