I can't believe how difficult it has gotten for me to hold on to my greatest dream. I think it is the weight of the big things I could not achieve. You see, once you fail to grab that one big thing you start thinking in how you can never deserve to achieve another big thing. I can't believe today I thought I did not want anything I have always wanted to have because no way I can a hundred percent deserve that shit with seventy six percent on my marksheet but guess what, I am still going to hold on just in case, I forgive myself later on.
