bbg ➵emlivia (finished)

~11~

-emma-

i want to see olivia again.

i'm thinking this while laying in my boyfriend's bed.

am i going to hell? you decide.

this felt wrong, lying in another boy's bed. i'm supposed to be at olivia's, making out with her.

i want her so badly.

not in a sexual way, but i just need her embrace. i want hugs and kisses, just a genuine moment with me and her, in love.

i decide to text her.

hey olivia, uhm, how are u?

i recieve a text immediately.

crying.

i reply immediately.

address. i'm coming over.

this is a really impulsive move, but i hopped out of his bed, and bolted to the car.

i sped, like speeeeed sped, to the address she sent me. i arrived in 4 minutes.

i bust open her door, which was unlocked.

"babygirl," she groaned. she had bottles of alcohol on her table.

my heart ached at the scene, tears falling immediately and sinking into her embrace.

"please," she begged. "stay with me, just for one night." i nod.

i start into her eyes, genuine, glistening with tears. they were a dark shade of blue, the most beautiful shade of blue i've ever seen.

"i'll stay with you forever," i whisper shakily, placing a kiss on her forehead.

she looks up at me, eyeing my lips.

"come here." and i don't hesitate. my lips met hers, and the familiar feeling crept into me. i have her back.

her hands slide beneath my shirt, rubbing my waist but not pushing any boundaries.

"i missed you," she whispers as i bite her bottom lip and she moans.

"fuck," i mumble and connect our lips again. she tasted like nothing i've ever tasted. her lips were sweet, soft and just everything i wanted.

"stop," she pulls apart. "need. air." i chuckle slightly.

"i missed you so much," i kiss her neck and down to her collarbone. "my heart has been broken for 2 whole years."

"but you still moved on," she looks at me intently.

"my heart was broken. i had to get over you somehow." i confessed.

"are you going to tell him about today?" she smiles mischievously.

"you smirking like that. i'm assuming that you were expecting a no?"

"well," she smiles. "i'm going to win in front of his ass, for taking my girl."

i wake up next to olivia, her thin arms still wrapped around my waist. i inhale her scent, and i smell mine. i smell exactly like her.

she stirred, and her hands left my waist, allowing me to reach for my phone.

5 missed calls
12 messages

i decide to text him back.

hey, girl issues. had to go stay overnight with bestie. sorry for not leaving a note

it's fine. just worried about you

a pang if guilt hit me deep in the gut.

"morning babygirl," and the guilt melts away. she makes me melt. a wave of confidence came through me.

"whisper babygirl again." i commanded.

"babygirl," she whispers in my ear and i flip her over, so i was on top of her.

"ugh!" i get off her. she smirks.

"i see you've gotten a lot sexual?" she teases and i shudder.

"absolutely not," i defend myself. "anyways, i'm going on a trip with hollister for like 2 weeks so-"

"you're going on a trip with hollister?" she smiles. "would it coincidentally be on the following sunday?"

"wait. don't tell me you're going." i pause and close my eyes. my lips form a smile which wasn't intended.

"i am!" she embraces me. "this is going to be so fun!"

"we can share a room," she winks and i roll my eyes playfully. "i get to devour your body every night," she traces her finger down my chest to my waist.

"olivia," i playfully swat her hand away. "you're not going to do that. at least i won't let you."

"let's hear you say the absolute opposite when you get a taste of me," she flirts.

"olivia," i face her directly now. "have you lost your v-card yet?"

"have you?" she fires at me. i shake my head.

"thank god," she mutters. "me neither."

my phone dings and i reach to get it, and she swats my hand away.

"this is our moment babygirl," she leans closer to kiss me but i dodge it.

"girlfriend duties," i mess with her.

"how about mine?" she throws my phone on the bed and climbs on top of me.

"you know i could take you right here right now," she whispers. "babygirl."

"fucking stop it," i snap and push her off me and she starts laughing.

"i'll see you two days from now?" she smiles as i pack for home.

"maybe earlier than that," i smile back and go.

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i open my door and in it sat my boyfriend, and i jump back in surprise.

"hi," he smiles. oh god. my heart shatters. "how are you?" i sit beside him and he digs my head into the crook of my neck.

it didn't feel right anymore. to be honest, it never felt right.

"you don't smell like yourself," he frowns.

"well i slept at my friend's house, so i smell like my friend." i defend myself.

"who's your friend?" he squints at me.

"her name's olivia," i reply. "she has some problems."

"oh," he stops. "well i saw you come home, i better go. i have things to work on."

"sure." i shrug. "i have a video to edit as well. see you..."

"after the trip." he finishes his sentence for me.

"oh, i'll miss you." lies.

"me too," he pulls me in and kisses me. for once, i have no reflex to kiss back.

please don't say anything.

"well," he tilts his head. "i better be going. love you."

and he leaves.

i look at my phone. i change the lockscreen to a picture of olivia and i.

at the door stands amanda, and she has a questioning look on her face.

"i know you didn't leave him for a friend. spill."