IF ONLY .... (COMPLETED)

chapter fourteen

The day dragged on as Milany and I sat around doing nothing, we ordered takeout because my house wasn't so "guest efficient." After we ate I thought it was time I finally ask "alright let's talk about what went down last night."

I switched off the tv and shifted towards her, I meant business and she needed to know that. She stood quiet playing with her hands nervously "Milany" I said sternly.

She finally gave in "cocaine and a shit load of prescription drugs.. are you happy now?" 

"What kind of prescription drugs" I said through gritted teeth "OxyContin and Percocet's"

I jumped up from the couch enraged and started pacing around the living "are you fucking insane Milly you do realize you almost died last night! "

She rolled her eyes positioning her feet on the ground "Oh is mr.ROCKSTAR upset? You of all people should know, when it comes to the drugs it's only rock n roll baby."

I was shocked the tone in her voice was intimidating just how long did she know? And was I the cause of all this madness? "Milly" I started, she stood up walking over to me "what? Guitar got your tongue rockstar boy? I bet you thought I was just some groupie that was after your money, jokes on you I actually liked you for YOU."

I reached out for her hand but she pushed me away, letting it be known that I was clearly in the dog house.
"Milany I don't think your a groupie" I sighed looking down at the blue eyed beauty "my wife left a few months back and I  wanted to make sure "this" was worth it." I said pointing to us, she scoffed "bullshit Brian I had you wrapped around my finger from the start.

It was the truth Milany had me hooked the first time I laid eyes on her "so forgive me!" I yelled.

She looked at the ground and twisted the ring on her finger "look... we all have a past Brian, I just wish you were honest with me. This has been the most confusing month of my li-"

I cut her off placing my hands on either side of her face "Milany what is there to be confused about? I'm crazy about you and I want you to be mine."

Something inside her switched and a devilish smirk danced upon on her lips, she inches  closer to me ear finally letting me hold her "show me" she whispered sending chills down my spine.

But Milly didn't know she was playing with fire "are.. you sure?" I stumbled over my words still in shock.

She pressed her soft lips to my neck making the hair all over my body stand up "shit.." I breathed out. It didn't stop there she pushed me against the wall completely taking control attacking my lips with hot and ready kisses. Then something changed inside of me the circumstances weren't how I imagined us getting to this point. Are first time being intimate with one and other shouldn't be over a heated argument... it felt like Michelle all over again.  

"Stop!"