IF ONLY .... (COMPLETED)

Chapter Eighteen

I jumped up from slumber at the sound of the door  "I had so much fun Riley you totally saved the night." It was Milany after she left the bar on the back of some guys bike I went to her apartment in hopes that she would be home soon.
But I was wrong when 4 am rolled around and she still wasn't back I fell asleep "it was nothing Milly hopefully you won't date anymore assholes." I gritted my teeth at the sound of his voice "calm down" I told myself.

The old Brian would have ripped him to pieces for even looking at my girl, but I've changed and was no longer the hothead ready to throw down at any cost. They came stumbling into the living room, but stopped dead in their tracks at the sight of me "Brian?" Milly gasped clearly still drunk from the previous night I jumped up from my seat unable to control myself.

"I could fucking kill you" I yelled wrapping my hands around the his neck "back off Brian we didn't do anything" Milly screamed trying to pry my hands off him.
I stopped giving her my attention the look on her face was sincere "please don't fucking lie to me" I sighed. She raised a hand up to her heart drawing an X over it "cross my heart hope to die Brian" I let go and "Riley" started laughing.

"I'm gay" was all he said, my jaw dropped and I immediately started to feel ashamed once again, letting my temper get the best of me.
"Sorry about that" I offer fixing the collar of his shirt, Milly rolled her eyes and sat down on the couch.

"So have you come to rub it in? Oh yes innocent sweet Milany let the big bad rockstars get her out of character" she gushed in a strange tone of voice.

Riley showed himself out and I sat down next to Milly "that isn't why I'm here at all last night was a mistake I shouldn't have taken it so far... even if I totally paid that girl to flirt with me."

What started out as a stupid joke turned into a nightmare I almost lost my girl and my friends in the same night. Val refused to speak too me until she knew for sure it was a misunderstanding, and Matt being the sucker he is would have sided with his wife no matter what.
"You shouldn't have done that I ruined that poor girls night... and possibly her life" she dropped her head in her hands and sighed heavily.

"You drive me crazy" I said kneeling in front of her, she lifted her head our eyes meeting "ditto" I inched closer placing a soft kiss on her warm lips.

"Show me" I breath out hungrily against her lips, she bit down on her bottom lip leaving me breathless once more. She kissed me passionately leaving me completely flustered, I ran my hand through her hair pulling her closer to me.
"I want you now right now" I whisper shivering under her touch, she kisses me once more before standing up "you deserve more then a heated fuck."