A few months later (Ryes pov)
Rye: I'm sorry for the excuses I made just call me back I love you
I sighed I don't want to loose her but I messed up I fell asleep in a state making my mum and dad worried with bottles of alcohol they found they had no idea so they aren't bad parents I just want to be normal
I do it every time only when I'm on my own I may only be 16 but alcohol has been a struggle for me
I woke up feeling shit I just laughed and went into my wardrobe and saw my stash of booze that was in there I just drank it and walked out of my room trying to make little noise as I made my way to the bathroom to be sick obviously that failed my brother walked out and I threw up on his shoes I looked up at him he looked sad not angry
Robbie: Rye
I just giggled
Rye:whoops
Robbie pushed me back as I fell into him I lost my footing and feel over making my mum and dad run upstairs I just sat there
Lily: Ryan
I just looked at her I stood up and smiled at her
Lily: I just want my son back
Rye: he was never here to begin with
I said and walked to my room locking the door I drank more I drank more than I should have I stood up and something felt weird I unlocked my door and walked downstairs well stumbled I walked into the living room where everyone was they all looked at me my mum stood up
Lily: Rye
Rye: I don't feel good
She looked at my dad he stood up
Rye: it hurts
I sat on the floor in pain everything hurt
Rye: i want Katie
I started shaking then everything went black
I woke up and felt someone's hand in mind I opened my eyes and saw Katie I also saw I was in hospital I squeeze her hand and she looked at me
Katie: hey darling
I smiled slightly my mum and dad walked in
Rye: I'm sorry....I'm so sorry I just wanted everything to go away and I went back to the one thing I promised i wouldn't do but I'm sorry I shouldn't have I realised I just needed to talk but it was too late and I'd become addicted I did it because I was scared.... scared that you would all go away I tried I promise I tried to stop mom I'm so sorry I've hurt you and dad I made you loose your job I know I did I heard you and mom talk about it I'm sorry I just want to the fight it all away be a normal kid and Katie I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore and you've never seen this side of me and you won't again I'll clean everything please forgive me I beg I just want you all back I'm sorry that I'm here again I will get help this wasn't my intention and I'm sorry
