Ryes pov (August 22nd 2019) GCSE day is here I'm scared like very scared Katie: it'll be ok She stroked my hair I smiled slightly Katie: I'm proud of you darling you've made mistakes and that shit happens but you got through it and now you're here still with me Rye: what about if I fail though Katie: you won't I promise I just nod and we set off to the school
(Later on) Katie: are you ok Rye I nodded I looked at the envelope in my own hands that hold my fate I opened it I closed my eyes shaking I looked down at my results Maths: U English: F Science: D Drama: A Religious studies:D Dance: A Geography: D I looked down seeing that I'd failed most of my GCSEs I walked out dropping my paper
Katie's pov He dropped his paper and walked out I picked up his paper and saw his grades I sighed and tried to find him I saw him walking home Katie: rye wait up He didn't stop so I ran as fast as I could and grabbed him he looked at me tears streaming down his face Rye: you promised me.... you promised I wouldn't fail and I did Katie: no you didn't you got drama and dance Rye: I still failed the rest Katie He shouted at me I looked down Rye: I bet you passed them all I kept my head down knowing that I did pass all my exams he sighed Rye: you promised I started getting angry Katie: you can't blame me Ryan just because you didn't pass them maybe if you wasn't stupid enough to try and take your life or maybe if you didn't drink all the alcohol you did you'd be fine but you're just a stupid boy I shouted at him he looked at me hurt evident in his eyes Katie: I'm sorry I don't mean it He shook his head Rye: don't bother coming back to mine He walked away I regret everything I said I was just angry I walked home full of regret 5pm Text messages Katie: Rye please answer Katie: I don't mean it please just answer me You can't send a message to this number anymore
My phone started to ring it was ryes mum Katie: hello Lily: hey Katie have you seen Rye Katie: no I said some mean things because he didn't pass his exams and he blamed me for promising him he would pass then he walked away he blocked my number Lily sighed Lily: he blocked everyone's number can you help me find him Katie: yeah She hung up and I got my shoes and coat on and walked out of the house I saw he posted an Instagram post
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210 likes @ryebeaumont: can't remember the last time I was this happy 🥺 Comments disabled I sighed and went to look for him my phone went off Rye had tweeted multiple times
Ryanb: you called me stupid and you're right I'm stupid for ever thinking I belonged here with you
Ryanb: I hope you don't forget me
I got scared I started to run and it started to rain Katie: Ryan where are you I shouted the rain got heavier I walked to the cemetery to see if he was at Shaun's grave but he wasn't I did stop and stare for a while I saw a little note
Shaun the most insane little brother i had it won't be long until I see you again - R.B
I looked around nobody was here Katie: bye Shaun I love you I walked away still trying to find him my phone started to ring Katie: hello Lily: have you found him yet Katie: no She sighed and I heard her cry Katie: I'm sorry She hung up I sighed the rain got heavier Katie: come on Rye where are you I walked to the opening of the forest
Ryes pov As soon as Katie said what she said I felt my heart just break Katie: I'm sorry I don't mean it I shook my head Rye: don't bother coming to mine I walked away wiping my tears I walked and walked I spotted a shop I remembered I had my fake ID on me I got a lot of booze claiming I was having a party when In reality I wasn't I kept walking I was still in the town so I wasn't too far I walked to the cemetery I wrote a note for Shaun a few days ago I placed It down and walked away i posted on my Instagram and tweeted it then started to rain I carried on walking into the forest and found a bench and sat down I looked at the alcohol I felt anger rush through me I through all the bottles at the tree yes all of them I just cried as the rain got harder I felt my eyes getting heavy I laid down then darkness
(11pm) Katie's pov I've been walking for ages it's dark now I only had my phone torch I've been out since 5 I'm crying now but you won't be able to tell because of the rain I see a figure on the bench next to me I walk up and see him Katie: rye...rye wake up baby I took my phone out Lily: Katie Katie: I found him Lily: oh my god is he ok Katie: he won't wake up Lily: where are you Katie: the big woods Lily: I know where you mean I'm walking down there with everyone and the police we won't be long She hung up I looked at Rye he looked so broken I wrapped my coat around him the rain was still heavy Katie: I'm so sorry Rye I really am He moved slightly I felt his hand move slightly Katie: Rye I looked at him as he started shaking of coldness Rye: hello Katie: it's me darling Rye: Katie Katie: yeah it's me Rye: I'm cold and I can't move He croaked out I saw light in the distance Katie: just hold on darling you'll be ok Lily: Katie I stood up and run to her and she hugs me someone pulls me away I see Robbie Robbie: this is your fault
