Katie's pov
Robbie: it's your fault
I looked down
Robbie: you've ruined my brothers life
I looked at him
Robbie: I hope you're happy now
I let a few tears out
Robbie: stop crying..... you don't get to cry....it's not you who's life is falling apart....stop fucking crying
He shouted I wiped my tears and walked towards Rye
Robbie: no get away from him
He pulled me back
Robbie: it's too late now he hates you
I pull away and walk away from him and walk towards Rye who was sat up shivering
Katie: Rye
He looked up
Katie: I'm so sorry
Rye: you're sorry
I nod he stood up and pushed me I fell and something cut my hand I looked up and he looked guilty
Katie: don't worry I deserved it
He just looked at me he closed his eyes and fell he started having a seizure I just stared this was all my fault and I don't know what to do to fix this lily looked at me and grabbed me
Lily: he needs you he may be upset and angry at you but he needs you
I nod and walk over
Katie: it's ok Rye I'm here I'm here baby
He started to calm down just as the paramedics arrived I stood back and let them take him I followed them not getting in anyone's way I just feel like I've ruined everything we had no I have I've ruined all that we had because he was hurting
Lily: Katie
I looked up and lily was standing in front of me
Katie: tell Rye I love him and I'm sorry
Lily: you can tell him yourself
Katie: he probably won't want to talk to me again I've ruined everything
Lily: we all say things we don't mean ok it's life no ones perfect and you know that but beating yourself up about something that can be resolved isn't going to make this better
I wipe my eyes and we get to the ambulance
Lily: you can get in the ambulance with me
I nod and we get in rye was slowly waking up
Katie: Rye
He opened his eyes and looked towards me his eyes started to water
Katie: hey it's ok
I grabbed his hand and he flinched as he saw some blood on my hand I looked down and saw my hand was cut open he looked at me and looked away
Katie: speak to me Rye
Rye: I'm sorry
Katie: what
Rye: I'm sorry
Katie: you shouldn't be apologising
Rye: let me speak..... I'm sorry for being such a waste of time and space
Katie: you're not Rye I promise and I'm sorry for everything I said I was mad at you please forgive me I love you so much
He looked at me letting a few tears slip he shook his head and looked away
Katie: tell me you love me too Rye
He sobbed
Katie: Rye please
He looked at me
Katie: tell me you love me Rye
Rye: I- I love you
Katie: please forgive me
He nods and grabs my other hand and stokes it with his thumb he smiled and falls asleep but I remain crying
