An actress life (Jensen Ackles x Reader)

Chapter 33

Jensen runs a hand down his face, after he realized what he has done. "Fuck!" he shouts as he throws his papers down the table.

Realization hits him, he doesn't notice he was acting that way. He doesn't notice that you two haven't touched or kissed each other for nearly 2 months now. He doesn't realize that he preferred sleeping on the couch instead of sleeping in bed. He also realizes that you two haven't talked, he remembers the talk you two got.

You told him how you felt and still, he knows he promised to change that. He takes the test into his hand, he smiles while looking at it.
"I'm going to be a father again." he whispers to himself.

But you? You are even more angry and sad, then you were before. You're literally running to Gen's house. As you ring the bell, you can't hold the tears back anymore, you start crying.
Jared opens the door and smiles first, but then his face turns into concern. You walk in and he closes the door.

"Hey what happened?" he says while hugging you. Gen comes to the hallway, "I guess it didn't turn out well." she says. Catching your breath you release yourself from his hug. "Okay, y/n/n, what happened?" Jared asks you. "Jensen and-" you take a deep breath "-Jensen and I had a fight, because of his working." Jared frowns lightly. "I thought you're happy, he's home and spending time with you."

You scoff, "At the beginning I was, but since two months I'm not. He's acting strange, we don't talk, just 'hello', 'good morning', 'lunch or dinner is ready', that's everything. I don't recognize him. I-I already told him once, he said, he'll change. He did nothing and today he didn't care what I was telling, he-he didn't answer on anything what I said. He threw the mug, I gave him for our anniversary, against the wall, because he's was so angry." A tear roll down your cheek

"His only response was, he doesn't have time or the nerves for fighting." He wants to say something, but is interrupted by your phone ringing.

He already texted you before he called you. You look at the messages and don't know how to feel about. But you don't have the time to think about that anymore as the doorbell rings.

Jared goes to the front door and opens it, Jensen says a quick 'hi' to Jared as he rushes inside, "Where is-" Jensen begins, but stops in his tracks as he sees you. You look at him, but walk toward the living room, because JJ has called for you.

Jensen wants to follow, but Jared stops him. "Man, what's wrong with you? I thought you're happy to be home." "I am." Jensen says. "Then why you're acting this way?" Gen asks softly. "I-I don't know." he says and runs a hand down his face.

"Everything is so stressed and I work more than I should. I didn't notice I was acting that way, I really am and was an asshole." "Definitely." Jared says. Jensen lets out a humourless laugh.
"Can I talk to her now, I want to talk about this here." Jensen shows then the pregnancy test.
Gen and Jared's eyes widen. "What?" they both say in unison. "She-she's pregnant?" Gen asks.
"As it seems." Jensen says with a bright smile.

"Go." Jared says and Jensen walks towards you and JJ. "Hey." he says. "Daddy!" JJ exclaims and jumps off the couch. "Hey munchkin." he says as he lifts her up and kisses her cheek.
"Where are Tom and Shep?" he asks her.
"They upstairs, but-but I wanted to stay with mommy. She looks so upset." He looks at you with an unreadable expression.

He sits her down and kneels on her level, "Can you go upstairs, so that mommy and daddy can talk?" he says and looks for a second at you, then back at her. "Okay." she says and walks back upstairs.

"Hey." he says. "Hey." you say as he sits down across from. There's a weird and awkward silence. He looks at you, "Can we talk?"
You look away and run a hand down your face,
"What do you wanna talk about? You said you have no time, so what are you doing here?" you ask him as you stand up. "I want to talk." he says and stands up too. "Jensen did you listen to me at home? Or were you just caring about your damn stuff?" you says as you walk on the patio.

"Listen, I'm really sorry. I listened to you but I didn't realize that I was a big jerk. I realized it after you slammed this test on the table and realization hit me. You're right, we didn't touch or kiss each other for 2 months now. I'm sorry and we also didn't talk that much, I am so much into work, that I forgot about my wife."
he takes a deep and you can see it hurts him that you guys are fighting.

"And I preferred sleeping on the couch then with my wife, cuddling, lying in each others arms. How I acted around JJ, so irritated and annoyed, although she's my princess and I love her more than everything." you look at him and see tears streaming down his cheeks, he's really sorry. "And you're making me a father for the second time, you're making me so lucky y/n. I love you so much." he says and cups your cheek.

"Why have you been an asshole?" you say as you softly put his hand away. You can see hurt, after you removed his hand. "Jensen," you begin steady "I love you with all my heart, I do, but the last two months has been so hard and hurtful. I thought I was doing something wrong, but I didn't. I just thought you don't love me anymore." you say as you crack on a sob.

"No no no," he hugs you tightly to his chest and how you missed his closeness and scent.
"I love you so much, I can't describe." he continues. You look up, "You didn't show me that." "I know and I'm sorry. I really promise to change that, just a week left then it's over." he says and cups your cheek.

"It's over for now and then when you will direct again, everything starts from the beginning?"
He rests his forehead against yours,
"No, I promise." he says and kisses you, it feels so good after so long.

1 year later...
He kept his promise, he never acted that way ever again when he directed episodes. You two are more than happy with JJ and the twins, yes twins. Especially you are more than happy, you're living the life you've ever dreamed of.
Jensen is treating and being a good husband, you have beautiful kids. Your life is perfect.
That's an actress life and it's great.

Hey!
The story is over and I think I'm gonna miss it :( That was 'An actress life' and thank you for supporting, voting and reading this story.
I hope you liked that story.
I will start a new Jensen one, but for now I will focus on my Dean Fanfiction, if you want to you can check it out. I would mean a lot to me.

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