I'm going to start adding trigger warnings to some chapters.
TW Depressive thoughts and panic attacks
Todorokis POV
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I wake up to an alarm going off just to be shut off by a disgruntled Bakugo. I feel the bed shift and open my eyes slightly to see Bakugo rubbing his eyes and shuffling over to the door. He looks over at me "Let's go get breakfast." Oh yeah, I kinda forgot that you need food to live. I get up and we go to the common room. I sit at one of the tables as he makes us both something for breakfast. As I sit and wait, Midoriya comes over "Hey Todoroki!" he says smiling. I whisper a small 'Hi' in response. "Um, I was wondering what happened between you and Kaccan the other day?" he questions. "Um, I-" "None of your damn business nerd." Bakugo says coming in with some cereal. Midoriya yelps and moves from the table quickly.
"Uh, thanks." I say, glad that he came in because I had no answer. "No problem." he says, beginning to eat his cereal. I look at the bowl in front of me, realizing I have to eat. I don't want to though so I just pick at it, not eating. After a minute Bakugo saw what I was doing "Are you gonna eat or do I need to spoon feed you again?" he asks, slightly annoyed that I'm not eating. I shake my head and slowly take a bite. It's good, I guess but I don't want it. I don't deserve it. I only take a few bites before pushing it away. I begin to get up but he holds me down. "Three more bites." he says pushing the bowl back to me. I frown "Can it be one?" I ask. "Two is the lowest I'll go," he responds. He looks serious and I know that I can't get out of it so I slowly take the two bites while Bakugo stares at me the whole time to make sure I actually eat it.
I hope he'll let me go and I go back to my dorm. I get to my room and decide I need to take a shower. I go get my uniform from the laundry basket that's still on the floor. I get everything together, go into the bathroom and hop into the shower. I set the water warm and let it run down my body for a bit before actually getting started and washing my hair and stuff.
I get out, get dried, and put on my uniform. I look a bit more cleaned up with the new haircut but I'll probably need a way to get rid of my eye bags soon. I got caught up on like 4 or 5 days of sleep since Friday because I've been sleeping 13+ hours each night. I'm still tired though. I get all of my books and whatever need for the day and hear a knock on the door. "Gimme a second!" I say while scrambling to find the last few items. I get everything and shove it into my bag or pockets and open the door.
Of course, it's Bakugo. I guess he finished breakfast quick and did the same as I did, shower and get his shit. "Let's go. We gotta go to class," he stated and grabbed my wrist to drag me out of the room. I stumbled but caught my balance and walked with him. He went and intertwined our fingers for a bit while we walked to class. Surprisingly, no one was around and we made it to the class without anyone seeing us. We let go as we walk into the classroom. Only Iida was there and I guess he was surprised to see me come so early. I haven't been coming to class early at all lately. I've been one of the last for the past few months actually.
I go to my seat in the back and I don't know what to do since I'm never this early so I just lay my head down and play on my phone under the desk. About 15 minutes pass and now there are more people in the class. I don't pay attention but soon hear the class go quiet and look up to see Aizawa at the front. I put my phone away and sit up. I only half-listen as Aizawa as he drones on about whatever he's talking about- probably pro heroes or something.
I zone in and out throughout the class. I don't feel like paying attention and it seems like he's not asking questions so I think I'm ok. I look around the room multiple times throughout the class to help my boredom. I would count the ceiling tiles, I look to see how many people are actually taking notes, and I stay somewhat focused I guess. I hear some words but it's mostly just me trying to find a way to pass the time. I think a lot and my mind leads to Bakugo again.
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FanfictionTrigger Warning! Depression, Anxiety, Eating disorders, Drug use, Alcohol, Panic attacks, Depressive thoughts, Cursing, Self-harm, Suicidal thoughts Cover art by isza_pizza on Instagram Started October 31st, 2019 Completed January 15th, 2020