You're ok - Todobaku

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TW Abuse, Homophobic slurs, Panic attacks, Depressive thoughts, Mentions of anorexia, Bulimia

Todorokis POV
Time Skip - A few weeks later

A punch was thrown at my chest, sending me flying. I hit a wall and cough out some blood, spitting it onto the floor. "What have I told you?! You're never going to surpass anyone at this rate!" I hear my father yell. I slowly look up at him, seeing his angered face looking down at me. I curl up a bit. I just want to get out of here. I look back down and wipe some blood dripping from my mouth.

A swift kick was swung at my other arm. I didn't see it but I certainly felt it. I get knocked over and I look up at him. I try and hold tears back as he kicks and punches me more. After a few minutes, I can tell he's getting bored as he slows his punches. I see his fist coming towards my face one last time and I shut my eyes, waiting for the impact. But it never comes. I open my eyes and see that I'm no longer in the training room.

I'm in a white room with only me inside. "Oi, faggot!" I hear a familiar voice say from behind me. I turn and see Katsuki. I look at him in fear. I can tell he's angry. He walks up to me at a fast pace and I try to back away. "Where do you think you're going?!" another familiar voice yells from behind me. I'm still stumbling away from Katsuki as I look behind me, seeing an angry Midoriya. I try and move directions, not wanting to get near them but I'm eventually backed against a wall.

I curl into a ball, putting my arms over my head. I soon feel a hand on my shoulder and I flinch before slowly looking up. I see Katsuki again, but he no longer seems mad. "What's wrong babe?" He questions. I reach out a hand, wanting a hug from him before I feel him punch my cheek, pushing me over. "Ha! You really thought I loved you?! Fuck no you ugly bitch!" I hold my cheek and look back up at him. Midoriya comes up behind him and gives Katsuki a kiss on the cheek. "See, I got a new boyfriend and he's so much better than you!"

"K-Katsu-" I stutter out before he shuts me up by coming up to me and kicking me in the side. I'm on my hands and knees, trying to catch my breath but I get pulled up by my hair. I still try to catch my breath as I stare into Katsukis' red eyes. His glare is enough to kill and I grab his wrist, wanting to be let down. The floor underneath me disappears, leaving me suspended in midair while he has his own patch of floor. I squirm and attempt to drop down as it's my only escape from him. He keeps a firm grip on my hair, not letting me go. I look up at him after I realize I have no chance of escaping him. "Goodbye." he says as I'm let go.

I jolt up in bed, looking around the room panic before my eyes land on a half-asleep Katsuki. I panic, remembering the dream and frantically get out of the bed. My legs tangle in the blankets and I trip, falling flat on my face. I get up as quickly as I can, looking up to see Katsu looking over the bed down at me. I lock eyes with him, seeing the same crimson color from my dream. I stumble back, trying to free my legs of the blanket. "N- No! G-get away!" I yell at him, scrambling to get up.

I get my legs untangled and I rush over to the door, attempting to get away from him. "Shoto!" he yells. Tears run down my cheeks as I run out with him coming after me. He's faster than me and catches up quickly, grabbing my wrist and pulling me into a hug. I scream and struggle in his grip. "No! Please! Let me go!" I yell, weakly hitting his arms wishing for him to let go of me. He realizes my panic and discomfort and lets go a little bit, allowing me to leave his grip and run downstairs.

I loudly rush down the stairs, trying not to trip and fall. I'm soon in the common room and I throw myself on one of the couches, trying to calm my panic. I hear more footsteps and look up, seeing most of the boys and a few girls at the bottom of the stairs. I'm shaking and breathing heavily through my panic. I can't see clearly anymore and tears continue to flow. "H-hey Todoroki." I hear Midoriya stutter. My eyes shoot over to him and I see the panic in his eyes. "L-let me see Kiku." I stutter.