You're ok - Todobaku

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TW Abuse, Trauma, Panic attacks, Depressive thoughts, Mentions of suicide, Mentions of self-harm, Just a lot of fuckin angst

Todorokis POV

"You're never going to become a hero at this rate!" my father screamed at me, kicking me in the stomach. I fell back, clutching my stomach as pain rushed through me. "Look at you! You can't even hold yourself up! Pathetic!" Tears threatened to spill as I looked up at him. He was proceeding towards, fists clenched with a sadistic look on his face. I tried to crawl back, anything to get way from this monster.

Soon, I was backed against a wall. Shit. He landed a swift kick to my side. "If you can't even take this then there's no chance of you surpassing All  Might!" I couldn't take it. I let the tears flow. It hurts. It hurts so bad. Why does he do this. "You can't be crying now! Get up and fight me like a real hero!" he screamed in my face. I can't. It hurts. His fist comes flying towards my face and it all goes black.

I woke up screaming. I felt tears rolling down my face as I remember the nightmare. It felt so real. I curled into a ball, grabbing my hair in my hands. I had decided that I wanted to sleep alone for once, not wanting to always rely on Katsuki, and even though he repeatedly asked if I was sure, I said yes and now I need to get him myself. He told me he would leave his door unlocked, just in case something like this happened. I stumbled out of my bed, heading to his dorm.

I walk through the hall, tears blurring my vision. I try and walk as quickly as possible to his room but also not too fast because I don't want to fall and have one of my other classmates find me like this. I eventually make it to his room after what feels like an eternity. I opened the door and went over to his bed, continually wiping tears from my eyes. I shake his shoulder to get him up. He mumbles something and opens his eyes. It took him a second to realize what was happening but when he realized, he sat up and let me sit on his lap.

"It's ok. I'm here. No one's going to hurt you." he whispered in my ear as I buried my head into the crook of his neck. He rubbed my back as I sobbed into his shoulder. Of course I would have a nightmare the first time he wasn't there. He continued to whisper sweet nothings into my ear and I slowly calmed down. He's really warm and he smells like caramel. It's nice. He noticed that I had calmed down and pulled back. I looked at him with a tear-stained face. "Mind telling me what happened?"

"L-later." I whispered. He nodded and moved a bit, letting both of us lay down. I cuddled up to him, nuzzling my head in his chest. He lets out a small laugh. "I love you Shoto." he said, wrapping his arms around me. I gave a hum in response, too tired to do much else. He moved his hand up, petting my hair. I love it when he pets my hair, it feels good. I feel myself begin to drift off, with one thought in my mind. I love you.

Time skip - Morning (Monday)

I heard the beeping of an alarm clock coming from the side. "Katsu, turn it off!" I groaned rolling over and covering my ears. I heard it go on for a few more seconds before it was shut off. I moved my hands from my ears and rolled back over, seeing a shirtless Katsuki above me with a small smile on his face. He must have just gotten out of the shower or something because his hair was matted and, well, hE'S SHIRTLESS. "How do you feel babe?" he asked, leaning down and giving me a kiss on the forehead. 

I blushed "P-pretty ok." His smile grew and he went over to the dresser, grabbing a shirt and putting it on. "I'm going to get your uniform. You can take a shower." I gave a nod and watched him leave. I went into the bathroom and started the shower, leaving the door unlocked so Katsuki could put my clothes in here when he has them. I hop into the shower and after a few minutes, I hear a small knock. "Um, is the door unlocked? Or, where should I put your uniform?"