TW Suicide, Mentions of bulimia, Mentions of self-harm
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I get up, not even bothering to take a shower, I just go over to my desk and begin writing two separate notes, one for everyone in general, one for Katsuki specifically. I'm soon finished and I get changed into my uniform, putting the notes to my school bag that I purposely leave empty. I walk downstairs and eat breakfast with Katsuki quickly, soon heading to the classroom. I stop at the bathroom as usual, but this time I'm not here to throw up my food.
I wait until Katsuki is away and probably in class already before I make my move. I go out of the bathroom and walk up the stairs. I walk up the many stories before I'm face-to-face with the door to the roof. I eagerly oven it and walk up to the railing. I peer over the edge, already imagining myself falling to the ground below. I place my blog back on the ground beside me, leaving it open enough that you could see the notes inside.
I take off my blazer, throwing it to the side and rolling up the long-sleeved undershirt to reveal my previous cuts. I start climbing the rail and am soon stood at the other side, inches from my death. I feel bad for the people coming out of the dorms and having to see my shitty self commit suicide. I scoot my feet and the only things holding me back now or my hands, still gripping tightly to the rail.
Then I let go.
The wind rushes past me as I go plummeting from the about 15-story building.
I see the bright green grass coming closer. And closer. And-
Midoriyas POV
I walk out of the dorms, swinging my bag over my shoulder and talking to Uraraka as we make our way to class. I'm looking ahead while listening to her and out of the corner of my eye I see something. I quickly look over and see something falling from the roof of our school. I panic, hoping it's not a person as I run from Uraraka closer to the building. I hear a loud noise one the thing hits the ground and I run faster to see what had fallen.
I gasp as I get closer and try to convince myself otherwise one I see the thing that had hit the ground. Tears well up in my eyes and I collapse to my knees as I see the body of Todoroki on the grass. No. It can't be! He was getting better! I hear Uraraka run from behind and she also lets out a gasp. I hear her run from the scene and presumably into the building to get someone. I know I can't do anything. I know that he couldn't have survived that.
I slowly look back towards him through blurry vision and soon grab the focus of his body. Blood pools under his corpse, staining his once white shirt a deep crimson. I bet that most, if not all bones are broken and it makes him seem to almost flatten into the ground. Uraraka comes back with Mr. Aizawa and All Might and they immediately see what happened. All Might calls an ambulance and they arrive within a few minutes.
I cry silent tears as Kacchan runs out from the building and falling to his knees once he sees what happened. I walk over to him and try to comfort him, pulling him close to me and diverting his view away from the body. He sobs into my shirt and I do my best to comfort him but rubbing his back and squeezing him tight. I can't imagine how he's feeling right now. He just lost his boyfriend to suicide and he'll be gone forever.
I cry as well, tears rolling down my cheeks as I bite my lip. I just lost my friend and he'll never come back. I try and stay strong because, at the moment, Kacchan needs comfort. I hear the distant sirens of the ambulance coming down the road and I know they won't be able to save him. Most of his bones are broken and he's lost a lot of blood so it would be a miracle if he managed to live. Kacchan only seems to sob harder once the EMTs come to the scene. They only look at him for a second before he's pronounced dead at sight.
740 words
There will probably be three more chapters out after this about extras with only ending two, there won't be much more, if anything, with ending one.
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FanfictionTrigger Warning! Depression, Anxiety, Eating disorders, Drug use, Alcohol, Panic attacks, Depressive thoughts, Cursing, Self-harm, Suicidal thoughts Cover art by isza_pizza on Instagram Started October 31st, 2019 Completed January 15th, 2020