You're ok - Todobaku

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TW Depressive thoughts, Mentions of abuse, Mentions of suicide, Panic attack, Mentions of self-harm, Mentions of eating disorders

Todorokis POV
Time skip - Idk it's like next Wednesday now (They've now finished talking about mental health in class)

I appear in a white room. There is no indication of walls in the room though, so it seems never-ending and I'm the only thing in it. I decide to just walk, in hopes of maybe find something. I start walking in one direction, keeping an eye on my surroundings so if something does appear, I'll see it. I walk for what seems like hours, finding nothing. I sigh and just continue walking before I hear a loud crash behind me.

I quickly turn to see a large crater in the floor and through the dust, I can see someone coming out of it. I quickly rush over, offering my hand to the person. "I don't need your help!" they say in a familiar voice, slapping my hand away. I back away, watching as they get out of the hole and look up at me. It's Katsuki. He has the same angry face and tone of voice as he does around most other people.

"Are you okay?" I question. He doesn't give an answer, instead, he just grumbles and pushes past me. I follow him and we walk through the endless room for a few minutes before he turns to look at me with an angry look. "Why are you following me?! You can't just depend on me forever you know?!" he yells. I step back because of his loud and angry voice, almost instinctively moving my hands in front of my face to avoid being hit.

He just turns back around and continues to walk. "Katsuki wait!" I scream. He turns around sharply and with an angered face, slaps me across the face. I feel tears well up in my eyes as I slowly bring my hand to my cheek where he slapped me. "What? Are you gonna cry? Fucking crybaby!" Katsuki yells. That statement only seems to make it all hurt more. A tear rolls down my cheek as I hear his saying more hurtful things.

"Shitty bastard! I fucking hate you!" "You can't even take care of yourself without me? Pathetic!" I drop to my knees, covering my face with my hands when I feel more tears fall. "Failure!" "Fatass!" "Ugly!" "Fuck up!" I sob into my hands as I hear more voices come to tell me these hurtful words. Some voices I recognize as my friends, some I recognize as the harsh voices I constantly hear in my head.

I continue to sob into my hands before I feel someone from behind me grab some of my hair and forcefully pull back, making me look up. Tears continue to flow as I look up at Katsuki. He still looks really mad and I see a few other people behind him but I can't really focus on them right now. "Why don't you just do us all a favor and go kill yourself." he says before I see his fist come flying towards my face.

Bakugos POV

I'm woken up suddenly when I feel the blanket being pulled off me. I sit up, looking around before my eyes land on Shoto. He's pressed himself against the wall, his lower half tangled in the blanket, sobbing into his hands. I quickly go to him, pulling him close to me. He tenses up for a second before melting into the hug, wrapping his arms around me and sobbing into my shirt. I notice how light he feels as I pull him up to sit on my lap.

I rub his back and I feel his ribs sticking out some. That's not good. I want to question him about it but I know that'll send him into even more of a panic so I try to be considerate as I just continue to rub his back. He soon is fairly calm and he takes his head off my shoulder. "You ok babe?" I ask. He gives a nod and climbs off my lap, silently telling me that we can go back to our positions in bed and go back to sleep. But I still need to ask him about how thin he's gotten.

Todorokis POV (Bakus was short I know)

"I could feel your ribs through your shirt. Are you eating enough?" Katsuki questions. I tense up. Shit. He noticed. "Yeah, I am." I say with a slightly shaky voice, trying to hide my lie. He just sighs and lays back down. I lay down as I feel dread wash over me. He knows you're lying. He hates you. I just try and ignore it, biting my lip and soon falling asleep.