You're ok - Todobaku

26 (Ending 2, Option 1)

I'm doing something a bit different for this chapter. Since the first ending was all nice and fluffy, I'm now going to kill your happiness. There will be three parts to this ending. Not too long into this chapter, you will get a choice of how Todo will kill himself. There'll be three chapters with each different way. If you don't understand, you hopefully will in a little bit. Thanks to my friend for the idea.

TW Suicide, Depressive thoughts, Overdose, Mentions of self-harm

Todorokis POV
(This takes place on the morning before he gets sent to the psych ward so chapter 20 but not really because I'm writing mostly everything new)

My alarm goes off at exactly 5 AM, signaling me and Katsuki to get up and get ready for school. Neither of us says anything and the usual happens with Katsuki leaving to his own room within the first minute or two. He hates you. Why do you even question if he does anymore, he obviously does. I can't ignore the thoughts anymore. They're so loud. Today is the day I've been waiting for for weeks, January 11th.

I've had this date in the back of my head for a while now and it's not because it's my birthday. I've chosen this day as the day that I'm finally going to end it all. I can't take it anymore. I'm physically and mentally in pain all the time and the last time I was genuinely happy for a large period of time was when I was 4, before my quirk developed, before all the abuse. Sure, I sometimes get glimpses of happiness every so often but It'll never be the same. I just need to end the pain.

I look at my options. How will I kill myself?

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Option 1, Overdose - continue reading this chapter

Option 2, Cutting - go to next chapter (27 (Ending 2 Option 2))

Option 3,  - go two chapters ahead (28 (Ending 2 Option 3))

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You chose Option 1

I get up, not even bothering to take a shower, I just go over to my desk and begin writing two separate notes, one for everyone in general, one for Katsuki specifically. I'm soon finished and I leave them on the desk. I walk into my small bathroom, locking the door behind me as I begin rummaging through the cupboards. I know I have some pills in here. I push past my small box of razors and soon grasp a small pill bottle.

It's just some drug store sleeping pills that I probably got a few years ago for when I thought I would finally have the guts to kill myself. I didn't. I shake about 15 pills out and stare at them with a crazed look. I'm finally going to do it. I'm finally going to be free. I take the handfull of pills and toss them into my mouth, swallowing them quickly. I almost immediately start feeling dizzy so I step back, trying to prop myself against the wall, making some more pills fall from the bottle that still lay in my hand.

I slide down the wall. I can't focus on anything. All I feel is dizzy and sick. But I deserve it. Tears prick at the corner of my eyes and they soon start falling and I just smile. I make no effort to wipe the tears and just close my eyes, letting it all take over. My head spins as my body processes the large number of pills. I know this will kill me. Time seems to slow as I do nothing to stop the sick feeling that I'm getting from the pills. Soon, the pills consume me, taking my life away.

Bakugos POV

I look around by the stairs for at least the tenth time now. Why isn't he here yet? Sure, it's usual for him to come after me for breakfast but he's later than usual and I'm starting to get worried. I get up, leaving my half-finished cereal bowl at the table and I head up to Shotos room. I knock on the door and get no response so open it myself, seeing that it's unlocked. I enter the room and with a quick scan of it, I don't see him but I still go further into the room, soon walking up to his small desk.

There are two notes sat neatly in the center. I begin reading one and barely one sentence in and I know what's happening. My eyes widen and I run from the desk, going to the bathroom and quickly jiggling the knob. It's locked. I push on it over and over before it finally gives way, allowing me to see the horrific scene. I see Shoto laying on the floor. He's as pale as ever and there are multiple pills scattered on the floor around him.

He has tear stains down his cheeks and his sleeve is rolled up a bit, revealing cuts. I crumple to the ground, putting my hands up by my head and closing my eyes. "No! NO!" I yell as I try and shake the image from my head. I feel tears begin to flow down my face and soon I'm sobbing. I'm just sat here, sobbing in the doorway to the small bathroom. I know I need to get up and do something, I'm the only witness at the moment.

I get up, fleeing the scene of my lifeless boyfriend and run downstairs, back to the common room. My loud footsteps catch the attention of the few people there before I'm even on their floor so most are looking my direction once I'm at the bottom. I can't seem to say anything. My sobs cover everything and when I even try to say something, it ends up being indecipherable due to my cries. Deku and Kirishima rush over to me, asking me what's happening.

"G-get Mr. Aizawa." I stutter out to them, trying to catch my breath. Deku nods and runs out of the building to get him which leaves me with Kirishima. He is panicking a bit because he probably doesn't know what to do, especially since I'm never really emotional but ends up wrapping his arms around me. I accept the action and end up doing the same thing that Shoto would always do, I bury my face his shoulder, letting his shirt soak up my tears.

Deku came back after a few minutes with Mr. Aizawa and All Might running behind him. I pry myself from Kirishimas' strong arms and lead them to Shoto. I don't go fast, I'm probably going slower than I should be, and my sniffles are heard throughout the stairwell. My breathing has calmed and I've gotten over the original shock but I still can't get the image from my head. I lead them to Shotos room and let Aizawa and All Might in.

They probably don't know why they're here and I have no idea what Deku told them but a few seconds after their first look I hear the first gasp. I just bite my lip and slide down the wall just outside the door. I let more tears fall. How did it come to this? One of them ends up calling an ambulance and Deku and Aizawa went back downstairs so All Might and Kirishima were left to comfort me.

I didn't talk at all, I just cried. I rarely ever cry but how could I not at a time like this. The other two try to comfort me but I just curl up into a ball and block them out. Within a few minutes, I begin to hear the sirens of the ambulance rushing down the street and soon people come and take him from the bathroom. I don't look up or watch as I hear the people around me take him away. I can't see him like that.

The ambulance doesn't seem to leave after they've got him and I soon know why. Mr. Aizawa came slowly up the stairs and I look up at him with tears still falling from my eyes, knowing he would say the worse. I was right. "Bakugo." he says is a sad voice, walking up to me and crouching down to my level. "He's gone."

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