You're ok - Todobaku

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TW Mentions of eating disorders, Mentions of abuse

Todorokis POV

Time skip - Tuesday

I unlock the door to my dorm and let Katsuki come in behind me before I quickly close the door and sigh in relief. We just got back from the hospital where I got a feeding tube and I was lucky enough that no one saw me as I came up to my dorm. There are a lot of things I have to work with now that I have the tube, I'm supposed to have it on during lunch (if I don't want to eat), after school, and while I sleep. I'm allowed to have it out at night on the weekend, as I would mostly be fed through the whole day. I was told to just go to Recovery Girl during lunch to have it in for a while. I walked over to my bed and put down the backpack that had all of my new stuff in it.

I set the stuff to the side, the food, the stand to hold it, and the device to regulate how much I'm getting. I'm getting about 1500-2000 calories each day from this thing but I'm still expected to eat real food every so often. I sat on the bed and Katsuki sat next to me. I don't like that I have to have the tube. It makes me sad that I can't take care of myself. I look down and start fidgeting with the tube, rolling it in my fingers. Katsu takes notice and grabs my hand to stop me.

He scoots closer to me and leans in, giving me a soft and gentle kiss. "You know you're beautiful, right?" he says while brushing some hair out of my face. I don't give an answer. He frowns at my lack of response and moves to sit behind me. "I think you're beautiful." he whispers in my ear. He wraps his arms around my waist and starts trailing his fingers down my arm. "You're so handsome and amazing." he says, intertwining our fingers on one side and continuing to explore my body with the other (I don't mean for this to sound sexual but that's just how it's coming out).

I lean into his touch and feel him giving small, soft kisses on the back of my neck. He trailed his hands around my body. My arms and chest were being explored as if he were claiming me as his. He moved up to my neck, carefully running his fingers over my collarbones and tracing my jawline. He went down my arms again and began playing with the hem of my shirt, silently begging me to take it off so he could see more of me. I was hesitant but complied, slowly taking the shirt off. He let go of my hand, now using both to trace my form. He circled my waist and ran his fingers down my shoulders.

He leaned back and began to run his hands down my thin figure. He ran one finger down my spine, feeling every vertebra that stuck out, causing me to shiver at his touch. "You're so pretty, why didn't I notice it sooner?" he whispered as he went back to the front of my body once more, letting me lean back into him. I felt safe with him. I felt calm with him. He continued to trace my figure, feeling my body and claiming me as his own. I leaned into him more, his touch calming me. I shut my eyes, letting the feeling take over and I soon found myself drifting off in his arms.

Time skip

"Shoto, wake up." I heard someone say. I gave a small hum in response. I felt my hair being pet and I slowly opened my eyes. I was sitting in Katsuiks' lap with his arms around my waist. "How long was I asleep?" I questioned while rubbing my eyes. "A little over an hour." he said. I gave another hum and moved to turn around. I wrapped my legs around his waist and sat my chin on his shoulder. "You want to know something?" I gave a small nod. "I love you." he said as he pulled me closer. I blushed "I love you too." I responded in a small voice.

He moved his hands and began tracing letters onto my back. Y O U R E  A M A Z I N G. I smiled and wrote back. N O  Y O U. He let out a small laugh "How about both of us are amazing?" he said, pulling back and giving me a kiss on the cheek. I let out a small ok and give a small smile. He smiled back and intertwined our fingers, leaning for a kiss. The kiss was nice, short, and filled with love, I wish it could have lasted longer. When he pulled back he let go of my hands and ran his hands down my (still shirtless) body like he was doing before.